Do you ....

have a body part you obsess over?

I do.

I like the small of my back and my arms.

Kinda sexy, me thinks.

Teehee...anywho...It is nearing the 2pm time and I will be leaving for training at Barnes and Noble at about 4pm or so.

I am a bit nervous cuz I believe this to be a job that I would like to keep.

Oh.....the nerves. Alright...speakie lata!

Yo-ee-yo--ee--YO!

Being married to someone for fifty years takes work, Jennifer, and no one said it was going to be easy. Hollywood seems to be the one exception to the rule. These people promote a fantasyland that makes our own lives look pathetic, drab and boring. Realize that your life can be just as good and interesting, if not better. Today is a good day to prepare for future growth.

Das itz mez horroscopo, yo...

*sings*

It's the time of the season for loooooooviiiing!!!

I love Dave Matthews band, btw. I watched soundstage, which was at Red Rocks, Colorado. Freakin fantabulous!

I hope you all had a nice and filling Thanksgiving. Luckily, I didnt over"stuff" myself, so that makes me a happy camper.

Peace y'all!

x

Cuz im a nerd...

If you look at the intials of the month that i started...

July
August
September
October
November

It spells Jason...:-S

KINDA weird...

teehee

*puts down craaackpipe*

:-p

Happy Thanksgiving Y'ALL!

At the moment, im watching grover come down the street on tv...

YAY for MACYs Thanksgiving parade!

Got the 12.5 turkey in the oven, serving 3, my mom, sis, and i along with all the fixins'!!
Mmm...my favourite is the biscuits drowned in butter!!

BRING IT ON!!

Dinner will be in about 45 mins...im huuuungry!!

In other news, my kittens went to the vet today to get snipped and such and things went well. The only complications were that after the operations, the two have been acting very aggressive towards one another. I think it probably has something to do with them not being in familar surroundings and Jassen and I arent around at the moment. Pepper was fuddling with her stitches so they had to put some type of collar on her to stop her from doing that. I think they might have done the same for Salt.

Personally, im glad that they had this procedure done, but I do feel a bit sad. I didnt like the fact that Salt had the ability to impreggers his sister. Kinda grosses me out to the ninth degree...even though its natural in the nature, i suppose.:-S Now, they can humpy all they want.

Jassen will be visiting on the 15th of next month and I am getting pumped with the fact that he will be here during the Christmas season. WOOT!! Im going to go stocking stuffer shopping in the next few weeks!!

I havent heard any word from Barnes and Noble lately, so I will have to give them a call soon asking them about orientation. It is a bit concerning that they were suppose to get back to me on monday and its already thursday, but I also know its a busy time and the fact that I probably wouldnt start working until after black friday and such. I look forward to learning and working so that i can bring in the money to pay for loans and money towards air fare to visit Jassen early next year.

Oh...i love my booo!!

I had some coffee today, i dont know if you guys can notice with all the random speak!! And my feet are cold. I should do some stretching to warm me up!

I hope you all have a wonderful thanksgiving, if you celebrate!

x

Here...piccie, piccie, piccie!!

Alright. Like I said before, but Ill mention it again. :-P The drawings look better in person and the camera serves it really not much justice. This first one is of my good bud Val.





This drawing is of my friend and co-worker from the Portage 9, Alli! I love the Hello Kitty earmuffs as well as pout!




This is my friend Natalie, who I also worked at the Theater with. I consider her my "daughter" cuz she is fun and freaky a bit like moi...and since im older, im her mother and she my daughter.....nm..





And last but not least, here is a piccie of my friend yard. I had my hands over the flash, so thats how the effect was created. I think it's cool.

:-)

Oy ya ya!

Im a bit nervous at the moment.

New jobs and environments kinda freak me out abit. I think its because its an unknown thing that I have to adjust to. The thing is, I know that it isnt a big deal and that things will be fine, cuz im new and there is room for any sorta mistakes. Im learning, but at the same time, I want to do something right the first time, so that there is no worries.

I know thats a bit impossible and I should leave room for fault but I think its something that I have been engrained with and need to work at getting better at accepting the fact that IM human and Im like everyone else....except that im uniquey and no one can take up the space where I am.

I exist. And if I realize I exist, I cant disappear. :-S Anywho.

Ive had 2 cups of coffee today with hazelnut creamer...Yummy yuummy...the only bad thing about having a coffee high is that there is a coffee loooow. So, for me, I tend to crash and burn. I love coffee and the caffeine but at the same time, it probably really isnt that great for me. I know that my mom and sis have issues with too much caffeine, so more than likely, it applies to me and I dont want to accept that fact.

Ive been drawing on and off the past few weeks and have drawn my friend Val, Natalie, and today was my friend Alli. They look pretty darn cool, but I just KNOW that when i take piccies to post, it will warp and distort it and make it not look exactly how it looks in person, but ill take pictures anywho and post them in the next day or so.

My goal is to build up an arty portfolio just because I can, cuz i have talent and such and should have some proof. I usually just draw people's profiles and then just giving it to them, leaving me with no proof of my artwork, except on the spot.

*sighs* I should probably think about getting ready for my orientation.

Deep breaths...DEEEEPPPPPP breaths...:-)

Hope you all have a nice day and evening!!!

x

RAWR!!!

Hello!!

*watches the Gold Digger Video and boooogies*

I love VH1. I use to be obsessed with it back in the day, say 1994/1995. Not sooo much now. Another channel I was obsessed with was....the weather channel. It makes sense cuz my major was Broadcast Meteorology.:-p

Last night was the store staff meeting. There were like 40 people that work there and of course, I befriend the older ladies. Everyone is soooo freakin talkative but I have yet to break into an clique. There was a new guy that was hired a half hour after me and is obsessed with England, or so said my store manager, so I guess the 3 of us are going to try and convert people to England-philes.

Here are the books that I got after the meeting for FWEE!!



and






:-p

I should get a call today about when I can come in for orientation. So, im guessing that will be within the next few days.
Alright....im gwannin. The format of this post is a bit all over the place, but im too lazy to fix it. :-p
x

I know this is old...but its a goody!!;-)

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

Yaeh!!

I RULE!!!

*kevin spacey style*

I got the job at Barnes and Noble as well. There is a staff meeting tomorrow night at 930 that should be about 2 hours long(I wonder if i get paid for that!):-p

And then I should be on the schedule maybe as early as monday.

Shelley, the first person that interviewed me, really spoke highly of me to Barb, and Barb said that she trusted Shelley's Judgement.

WOOHOO!!

About 5-6 people asked me if I needed any help, while I waited to talk with Ms. Barb. It's super exciting cuz Ive always kinda wanted to work in a bookstore. Starting pay 6.50 and it goes up from there and I will try my darndest to keep the job after the holiday seasonal time, cuz i want to!!

Alright...going walking in the neighbourhood with me mama!!

Adios!

x

So...

update....I got the Kohls gig and orientation is tuesday for about 4 hours.

Now, the thing is that I had an interview at Barnes and Noble and they liked me enough to ask that I come back before the end of the day and meet the store manager for the final approval of the job.

The thing is that I hear that the store manager is obsessed with England and the lady that interviewed me, Shelley said to push for that when I talk with her.

I think the minimum and max hours are 15-30 but if im going to be saying around that would go up, which I like that scheme as well as .25 raises in January and February, starting at 6.50.

Ah, the choices.

What's a girl to do??

x

Today is...

the 10th anniversary of the Beatles Anthology that premiered on AB(eatle)C back in 1995. It was thanksgiving time, and I had never heard much music of the Beatles or related to any other music at that time. It was a life changing experience and I owe the Beatles influence much gratitude as to how much it shaped my life, for the better.

Heck, because of them and as a result, ive been turned on to sooo many different musics due to other artist influences, Ive visited England and I have a awesome, wonderful, and beautiful British boyfriend(well not as a direct result of my love of the Beatles, but there is a connection of some sort, PLUS I love talking about Jassen,.....so sue me....not really.....bad move.....i dont have much money....so dont.....thanks), ive grown as a person, and yea..their music is just fab!

Oh...also, today is my job interview at Barnes and Noble.

Wish me luck!!

x

The bigger the expectation..

the harder it falls.

:-S

I am a bag of mixed nuts at the moment, after going to the 3:20 show of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.

Now, as a disclaimer;for those that have yet to see this in the future, you might want to turn a blind eye to this blog entry, and for those who are curious, by all mean, read on!

Going into the movie, I hoped that the movie would ring true to the book. Book 4 being my favourite, next to that of Half-Blood Prince, of course, I had really high expectations. There was so much to it, so much of the mystery unveiled, action, romance, suspense, deaths, and the power of love.

It wasnt a bad movie...It was good, but my expecations were really up there so that's where the disappointment lies, if you get my drift.

Right from the get go, the movie started off the ground, like a dragon in heat, but then this supposed dragon soon realized that it was only really an alligator after all and had mistaken itself as a dragon, and found it self still crawling on the floor.

Okay...kinda weird picture...nm:-/

What is meant by this is that the beginning skipped over many key issues, and snipped out many scenes in just a matter of a few minutes. Those scenes were key, especially when it came to the "nightmares" Harry had been experiencing in the summer time. Granted some things in the book can be skipped over in order to keep the movie under the 3 hour mark, but come on people, the director didnt know where to cross the T's and dot the I's!!

Mad-Moody's eye was a bit off, but okay...and the movie just felt rather "choppy" as my mom complained, which i agree...and this would SURELY be a turn-off to someone who has YET to read the books, leaving them with the sensation of "What the fuck, man? Can i have my 6.50 back?"

It was assuming that the target audience are those that have already read the book, and that is a bit unfair...but I can also see from the standpt of the author Rowlings wanting the keep the book integrity intacked, but come on!

The main emphasis in the director's eye was the "action" aspect, which was good and i give it that just credit, but it took away from the heart of the book. Romances were sparked in scenes and some were quite amusing, but they could have paid a little more attention to detail on that and make it less along the likes of One tree hill or 7th heaven.

Hermione kinda came off as harsh and pushy in this one and it was not how I read it at all in the book. I understood that she had alot of ups and downs but the picture that was painted was like a chagall painting next to a monet....just different styles. I felt like the emphasis on the main characters were a bit wishy-washy and the soul of the matter was not there, relationships were a bit lacking, and things just didnt seem to flow.

Like I said, there were some funny scenes, and i think my favourite comical moment was Hermy, Harry, and Ron in the study hall and Snape hitting Ron and Harry on their heads.

Cedric's death was heartfelt and it made me tear up a bit, but that scene also went faster than the count of 1, and Voldemort...*big sighs*

What the F....okay....Voldemort...in my head, i see him as ruthless and pure evil, minus a little Potter blood after he was resurrected by wormtail...but this director made it so that Voldemort was more cocky than evil and that pissed me off....the movie could have been much darker...much much MUCH darker and that was a bit disappointing...

Maybe a little later in life, say when it comes to video to rent or something along those lines, i would see it again, and put expectations aside.

I feel a bit empty and unimpressed after viewing this movie and I just hope that the next movie, which begins filming in January with a different director, PROVES to not be a stinkbomb at the box office.

*sighs* I think after I am done with the current book im reading, i might retrace my steps back to book 4 to pay homage in my imagination to it.

We are...

the adventures of god, unraveling backwards in time.

But we infinitely seek the beginning,for if that were not the case, we would also be seeking our end.

Update!!

So, I went out to Merrillville this morning and made my rounds. I dropped off an application at Toys R Us, stopped into Old Navy and talked with Nicky and she said that Greg? is planning on looking at my application online cuz they were needing cashiers, since they werent needing any shipment peeps at the moment.

I then jogged over(not really jogged. just wanted to seem dramatic.....*looks around* did it work?) to Barnes and Noble and asked for the status of my application there. This was a second update to what the dealio was. I talked with a lady and they said that they were still in the process of looking through applications. I went to the mall area and looked around for potential places to apply and I TOTALLY did NOT want to apply..As I was making an exit, I was stopped by a lady with lotion. She changed her sale pitch to asking me a question and so i bit...I mean, why the heck not?

So, she buffed one of my nails and WAHLA! It was nice and shiny and not so brittle looking. She was trying to sell a kit for 40 bucks. I acted like I was interested while she was discussing the product, but at the end I said, I would try to get my boyfriend out here to get it for me, which is a bit of a fib, cuz I really dont need the product when he manicures me when he can anyway..HAR HAR!!:-p

I stopped at the Portage 9 to get a review from my old manager and such and the movie sounds like it will be good but might run a bit long at 2hrs37mins....but thats about average for a Potter movie. I hope its good, cuz i do have a bit of expectation for it being good, since it was my favourite book of the series next to the 6th installment.

I then headed to the store, did shopping for eggs, milk, water, bread, 8th continent vanilla soy milk, frosted mini wheats, bisquick, variety pack of oatmeal, and green beans.

I then went over to my mom's work, which is my old elementary school, and tried to convince her to take a half day so that we could see Potter at 12, but she agreed to 3:20 instead, so shell skip out a few mins earlier. YAY!! I then stopped at wendy's got a jr hamburger and caesar side salad(which ill eat tomorrow).

I got home, had some lemon rice soup with the burger, talk with Jassen....and later on, I got a phone call from Barnes and Noble for an interview Saturday Morning!!

WOOO!! The opportunities are flowing in!

My stomach is slowly getting flatter, which probably has to do with not eating so late, and eating not so much and exercise Im still weighing myself but since its kinda that time of the month, it really isnt fair to myself to weigh because of water retention, but i know im losing.

Im reading a book called Way of the Wizard by Deepak Chopra, which is really good. I am up to lesson 3 and taking it day by day. The lesson I read over last night was like 5ish pages long, so i read over it twice. I will summarize it soon to give you guys an idea about it...so far, its a recommended read, but I will give my full review on it after Ive read it all.

I hope everyone is doing alright!

x

Hi Ho..

Here I go
Got no subject
so ill go with the flow..

I had my interview today at Kohls.

I do have to say that it went rather swimmingly and it sounds as though I have the job. Next tuesday is orientation from 530-930, so I will get a better idea in the next few days if I get a call from them. Until then, Im still going to hand in my application to places like toys-r-us and starbucks..that sort of thing.

Last night and this morning, I started to become slowly a ball of nerves. YIKES!! Stress!!

Really it is so not necessary to stress for things like this.. It's as though I give a thought too much spotlight and then when the main event happens and Ive expected worse...things are actually ok...and it makes me wonder the hours upon hours that I worry about the unnecessary.

Jassen! I looooove you!!

My boo is Awesome V.1.0..For real...he's my idol in the sense of not taking things so much out of context...He doesnt worry so much about the unnecessary. He is definitely a role model to be looked up to. :-)

At the moment, I am eating a strange combination of mcd fries as well as what is left of the ham salad. Since I have been curbing what i put in my mouth lately, Im finding it hard to eat as much as I am use to. It's a good and bad thing, cuz I like to eat, but I am trying to lose the excess fatty fat, so its a good thing.

I just saw an add for Kohl;s on the tv with no sound....Ironic? Hmmm...*shurgles*

I think Im going to take a small nap cuz my dreams have been messed up big time and that doesnt really provide me with restful sleep, if you get my drift.

Alright peeps....im out.

x

Guess What?!?!

Ive been on the prowl for a job and guess what?


I, Miss Jennifer Abbott, have a job interview tomorrow at 2 at Kohl's!!!

Im excited cuz its a job, a possible new experience, and they already told me to bring in my license as well as SSN for copying.....good sign...good sign!

I think I will still fill out applications, such as Starbucks iN Valpo, being as the one in Portage is pack-full...*sighs*

Guess having connections doesnt really work so well..*double sighs*

At the moment, I am sizing up things to auction off on Ebay.

I majorly collected loads and loads of Beatle things...TONS!!!

Im in the process of taking LOADS of pictures...Seriously, it might take me forever to get rid of it.

I need the mooolah big time, so thats my motive.

It's a bit poo pants that ebay gets .30 plus 1.9-2.9% commission on it, but alas, nothing is for free. Im greedy, yo.

:-p

Listening to Virgin UK radio. It's kinda my thang to do, in order to still have a bit of British influence coursing through the household as I chill to the jams. One complaint is that they play too much damn Blonde...She's gross (A.) and (B.) she can't sing, but that's the way the cookie is molded, baked, eaten, and pooped out.

:-/

I think that once I start ebaying, the incentive from purchasing from moi will be free bubble gum that I will put in the packaging. :-p Jen Sweeties!!

Alright...waiting for the camera battery to be fully charged so I can continue on the picture taking adventure..

Lata fooos!

x

Just cuz it's been a while,...

AND the fact that my boyfriend has also pointed out the fact that I havent blogged religiously in a bit.....so, here I am...blogging.

I guess sometimes I get so absorbed in my surroundings as well as my beloved VH1, that I havent blogged properly..

Sorry guys....just havent been in the bloggin mood.

But here I am, once again, trying to pump life back into it,..

CLEAR!!*phhhhwomp!!!*


Ive been feeling a bit fat as of late, but that might be because im nearing the time of the month, water retention, and the weird phenomena in which I feel like my face has bloated as well as my middle warped into a flat, wobbling tire...other than that, ive been alright.

I guess life at the moment feels kinda boring and such cuz Im not around my boo that sparks so much more life into me...and im realizing this. At the moment, I am making fried bread in the oven as well as 2 slices with sprinkled cheese. This is in tribute to Jassen's dad that would make that for me everyday, just about.

I think that might be one of the factors of me gaining 30 pounds...and my inactivity, etc.

Im working on it though. More so after the time of the month, cuz its not far to weigh oneself near that time.

Alright peeps....peace!

Travelin' Jen

Oh yes....I have been Jen-on-wheels.

Yesterday, I headed out around 1/1:30pm to Grand Rapids. Michigan to meet a fellow Blogger Liza, who is a really nice girl, yo!

I got there round-abouts 430 and crashed Liza's place.
As a welcome gift, I got a pickle in a bag, a bag of cotton candy, some halloween trick or treat TREATS, and a small block of cheese(substitute for fried cheese cuz frankly, im not a master chef). This was something I read a while back on Liza's blog about when she visited a fair place and didnt get those things. I like people to remember me in funny ways, so I HOPE that this was a good first impression.:-S

Liza's pets are ADORABLE!! Love the cats! We ordered chicken wing thingies that were sooo yummy and Im kinda craving for some more at the moment. All in all, time was limited, but it was nice to finally put a 3d face to the typing and 2d pics on blog.
I like meeting peeps this way, and sorry Liza,..ive met over 30 people from the net, so sorry, yur not my first..*giggles*

Here are some pictures from last night!


This first piccie is traveling on 94-E towards Grand Rapids. I was about 25 mins into my journey nearing the Michigan border. I love the fall and foliage and the smell of burning leaves...so, i was in high spirits!!




I'll update this blog in a bit. Im getting tired, so..

to be continued...

and BACK!! My my that was a quickie!!!:-p

Here is Liza with a wad of cotton candy and a pickle in a bag!



Here is a pic of Liza and I from an "interesting" perspective. We both agree we look evil in this one. My head looks HUGE!!!



Here is the cute and playful Wriley. She is a sweet pup and a mix of a huskie and lab, i believe. If you look at her eyes, that is where you see the huskie!





After I left Liza's at about 9ish at night, as she tried to lay claims to the Nintendo DS, which she wants for Christmas now, and talking about ghostie events, I left for Lansing, Michigan which is about an hour East of Grand Rapids. My friend Val was nice enough to let me stay at her sister's place, so that I could grab some shuteye and then travel around East Lansing the next day. I met one awesome kitty named Buster. He is sooo affectionate its just adorable. I miss my kits a bunch so its nice to be around other pets so I dont have to be sooo lonely in that aspect.

Here is Buster...



He is 12 years old, but is very playful if you make the attempt to play. I was almost in la la land around 130/2 in the morning when all of a sudden, I hear purring and nuzzling. I woke up and Buster was nuzzling my nose and my face and purring sooo loudly....so cute...he must have liked me.

Here is Ms. VAL! She is in her yellow Bug and was giving me hassles when I was trying to take a pic. She kept on going back and forth so that I wouldnt be able to snap one, but eventually, WAA LAA!! We were on the way to her work as to see what time her training was and then head to the 3 story Barnes and Noble which was quite nice. I got a Caramel Macciato*sp which at first just tasted like hot milk, so i exchanged it for a better one and then iwas one happy camper as I perused the trash magazines about Mrs. Federline and company...:-p



Here I am at the Barnes and Noble....Do i look artsy or what? *rolls eyes*




Okay, now this is a bit hard to make out, but if you look closely at the street name, what is it???




The trip back was 2.5 hours which kinda got to me the last half hour to 45 mins or so. My tank was on E so, i stopped and put 3 bucks worth in to get me home. I was about 3 exits from my turn off exit and I was going to risk it to see if I could make it home or not, cuz I really had to pee, BAD!!! So, yea...got home around 4, chilled, went for a walk to clear my head, came back, watched Medium, got ready for bed, and then hit the sack...*collapses*

At the Moment...

It is thundering and lightning!! It's uber exciting cuz in London, it hardly if ever did that. I think I can count up to 3 as to how many times it was like that. I guess that is one of the things I love about spring and fall in the midwest. *sighs*

I miss Jassen like hellz...*deep and heavy sighs*

Ohh....it's raining now! The pelting of the heavy and cold raindrops smash against the roof. It's really relaxing. I am in dire need of a shower, so I am going to head that way in a mo.

Yes..yes....I realize that I really shouldnt take a shower in the middle of a thunderstorm with lightning, but Im quite the rebel, i admit..:-p

Tomorrow, I will be heading up to Grand Rapids Michigan to meet and greet Liza!! It is exciting and I look forward to it. After that, I'll more than likely travel up to Lansing. Lots of traveling ahead!! It's going to be fun choosing tunes to listen to along the way. Ill make a list of the cds Im taking with me tomorrow.

Alright folks...nightie night!

x

Hey GUYS!!

Happy Bad Moods Day, everyone!!!

grrr...:-p

Happy Birthday Nicole!!

My little sis just turned 23 today and I just wanted to wish her a very happy birthday!!!

Lots of Love!

*MWAH*

I am applying to a few places for work at the moment, but for some reason, today has been rather uneventful so far, compared to that of yesterday. So, tonight, I will take piccies of things I plan on selling on ebay and get that ball rolling.

Cooking battered fish w/spicy baked beans and mixed veggies...mmmmmmm,,,mmmm!!

Natalie, a friend from the P9 just called,so more than likely we are going to hang out a bit later!
Yay!!

Peace.

So,

there was a banshee screaming my ear this morning.

here is a link for the piccie thing cuz it doesnt seem to want to work for me image-wise

Banshee

I think I might have caught a glimpse of her before the verbal abuse. There was a girl in my dream standing in a grocery store with sunglasses on, so i didnt see her eyes.... Iwas talking with her..and then talked to a store girl that said that the one girl with the sunglasses never talked...but i was talking to her before...She disappeared as the store then had a dramatic makeover....


I was trying to wake up from a dream, but I felt so heavy...
I heard a voice that was trying to talk to me.

You know how sometimes, there is really not a voice inside your head and you don't hear it outside either. Like its somewhat in the middle, somewhere...but its there...

Well, that is where the voice was coming from. And it was a womans voice. She asked me if I could hear her and I acknowledged. She then talked and talked but sounded very forceful and kinda spooky, so i started to ignore her. She sensed this and got more upset, agitated, and mad.

I tried to wake up again. Still, i felt heavy. I dont know if I was trying to open my eyes in my dream or in real life. I felt paralyzed and frozen and started to get really nervous that I was stuck. Her voice was not of my own, or at least didnt sound like my voice. It was a bit more raspy like than my voice.

She then started to scream at me when i gave her the semi attention. It was a bloodcurtling scream as well and I felt my body get numb from the shock of it. She then started to say Jassen's name and I got scared and I think there was more about it that she was saying, but then I just wanted to get up and warn him of anything to come, even though it might not be something about him directly...

I then said to myself that I was surrounded with white light and I opened my eyes and woke up for real!!

Kitty Cam!

It refreshes every 5 seconds!

Kitty Cam!!

Just PEACHY!!

Happy Halloweenie, PEEPS!

Yes.

I went.

Yes.

I was Princess Toadstool.

Yep.

I'm awesome.

I am attempting to download an imagebrowser in regards to the piccies so bare with me a moment.

Okay. I would like to share something a bit, well.... crazy. Coincidence?? You choose.

Yesterday, I felt the inclination to email an ex boyfriend. He was my first bf, my first relationship, and of course, I thought that I would end up marrying him some day and all that sort of stuff. Hahaha....im funny.


Anywho, I tried emailing, just out of curiousity of how his life is going, good or bad, and that sort of thing. It was short, sweet, and to the point. I sent it, but just as I got back to my inbox, a failure notification came my way. His email addy was no longer in usage. So, i thought, hey...I wasnt suppose to contact him for some reason or another and this was just a not so polite way of getting this gist. I then proceeded to erase the addy and moved on....Or so I thought.

The next day, today...I went into a neighbouring city. I was visiting random halloween costume shops in hot pursuit of elbow length gloves for my outfit. I had found a pair of gloves at Party City but when I managed to put them on, i realize then a there that they were both right handed gloves. ARGH!!! Thats what i get for picking the last package as well as an open one!! No refunds were allowed, so I didnt bother going back to the store. I then went on the other end of merrillville to another costume shop that was being advertized on passing billboards like crazy! I get into the parking lot, park, get out of the jeep, head through the doorway of the place hoping to find cheap gloves that are an actual left and right pair.

No sooner then walking through the entrance, I look up, and who is right before my eyes?? The ex. Holy Shite I thought!! I looked down and thought. Was that really him? As soon as that question was voiced in my head I heard someone call out. Jonathan! I knew it!! Another thing was that he gained like....100 pounds since I last saw him. Both of his rents are a bit overweight and I know his mom had heart issues, Im just wondering if that is were the weight gain stems from and that every one is alright in his family... The strange thing is that I have actually been thinking about Jon's little bro Tim....His name has been drifting in and out of my head for the past few days. *Shurgs* So, I walk to the back, ask a lady where the gloves are and she points me in the right direction. I price and they are waaaaay too much, so I opt to not get any other "pairs" and deal with the ones that I got, now laying in the backseat of the jeep(out of fustration of course). I walk down another aisle, just to kinda scope out Jon and wonder about life and that sort of thing. I wasnt looking at him or giving him any attention, but I felt him looking, maybe decoding who I was, realizing, and then thinking oh shit....We havent really talked since attempting a second time at our relationship back in 2001, and then going our separate ways and then last at graduation May 2004.

I wonder.....fate....destiny....or whatever......what were the chances of this happening??

Alright...Hopefully I will be back with photos of tonight's trick or treating extravaganza!