Okay...I have issues and I feel like its really not me in these dreams..
*shares*
and the one thing that i can remember is me being up in my old bunk bed
and this older dude lookin like he was in a fairy suit
but not quite.
and i knew him since i was a baby
and i put my hands on the bed rails
and he slightly hit them cuz it felt funky
but the thing was i enjoyed it
*shurgs*
and then i noticed salt and pepper
and they were playing about
and so many people were watching them
my mom was...and then about 4 other people
and then pepper got up to the top bunk
and she ended up falling
i was like...shhiiii!!
and i lookedand someone was like...shes okay
and thats when i noticed ants at the end of the bed rail
in a cluster....
like there was sticky stuff
so, i was brushing them and squishing em off
and thats when i noticed spiders
they had round thoraxes
and were red
and had a circle on their backs
i felt that maybe they were poisonous
and they were hard to get to
and thats when i woke up
but also, before hand..i was or some lady, cuz it switched a heck load
we were running..
there was an elevator
yet again
so, i think i need to look up elevator
or heights
and i came out of it
then the elevator dropped
and the door was still open
and i stopped one lady from falling into the depths
but when she realized that...
she decided to commit suicide and jump anyway
it kinda looked like she had a parachute on...maybe
but me not really thinkin so
i then was on skyscraper things..and felt like spiderman
and thats when my dream morphed into me being on my old bunk bed
its funny that i have to work my way backwards in thought of the dream i had to piece it together
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Saturday, October 29, 2005
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Try these out!
This is a numerology thing, so plug in your name and let it work its magic!
Try me yo!
and then click on the link underneath for the birthday one!!
ou were born on a Saturday
under the astrological sign Gemini.
Your Life path number is 9.
Life path number 9:
The keys to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person are compassion, generosity, and a very humanitarian attitude. This is the lesson that must be learned in this life. Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling and compassion. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position and poses certain responsibilities. The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. Often, the number 9 life path requires a very selfless attitude and the giving up of material possessions for the common good. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies. The desire to help others, especially the troubled or underprivileged, is strong. You are apt to frequently find yourself being used and let down by others, as your generosity is misused and abused.
The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. Here you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms. Often, however, there if a great deal of difficulty finding a suitable outlet for the 9 Life Path. The 9 is usually well suited to the helping and healing professions; the number is less inclined to the competitive business environment.
You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. You have a special gift of understanding people, which if used correctly can be of great benefit to others. Your interest in people tends to make you quite social. People just naturally like you because you are so sympathetic, tolerant and broad-minded. In many ways, you are a romantic that can get lost in your loves and passions. Relationships can be difficult for you, however, because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.
As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side, and because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2444754.5.
The golden number for 1981 is 6.
The epact number for 1981 is 24.
The year 1981 was not a leap year.
As of 10/27/2005 5:53:11 AM CDT
You are 24 years old.
You are 293 months old.
You are 1,274 weeks old.
You are 8,916 days old.
You are 213,989 hours old.
You are 12,839,393 minutes old.
You are 770,363,591 seconds old.
You are 3.48962818003914 dog years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
There are 215 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 25 candles
Those 25 candles produce 25 BTUs,
or 6,300 calories of heat (that's only 6.3000 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.86 US ounces of water with that many candles.
In 1981 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1981 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1981 in the US there were 2,438,000 marriages (10.6%) and 1,219,000 divorces (5.3%)
In 1981 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
Your birthstone is Emerald
The Mystical properties of Emerald
Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Emerald is used for physical and emotional healing.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Agate, Chrysoprase
Your birth tree is
Ash Tree, the Ambition
Uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with its fate, can be egoistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over heart, but takes partnership very serious.
There are 59 days till Christmas 2005!
The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning crescent.
and the name one.....
You entered: Jennifer Leigh Abbott
There are 19 letters in your name.
Those 19 letters total to 92
There are 7 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 11
The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.
The expression or destiny for #11:
Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.
The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.
The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.
Your Soul Urge number is: 6
A Soul Urge number of 6 means:
With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.
The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.
If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.
Your Inner Dream number is: 7
An Inner Dream number of 7 means:
You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.
Want to learn about your birthday? Click here!
Some information © Michael McClain 1996-2005. Used by Permission
Try me yo!
and then click on the link underneath for the birthday one!!
ou were born on a Saturday
under the astrological sign Gemini.
Your Life path number is 9.
Life path number 9:
The keys to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person are compassion, generosity, and a very humanitarian attitude. This is the lesson that must be learned in this life. Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling and compassion. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position and poses certain responsibilities. The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. Often, the number 9 life path requires a very selfless attitude and the giving up of material possessions for the common good. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies. The desire to help others, especially the troubled or underprivileged, is strong. You are apt to frequently find yourself being used and let down by others, as your generosity is misused and abused.
The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. Here you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms. Often, however, there if a great deal of difficulty finding a suitable outlet for the 9 Life Path. The 9 is usually well suited to the helping and healing professions; the number is less inclined to the competitive business environment.
You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. You have a special gift of understanding people, which if used correctly can be of great benefit to others. Your interest in people tends to make you quite social. People just naturally like you because you are so sympathetic, tolerant and broad-minded. In many ways, you are a romantic that can get lost in your loves and passions. Relationships can be difficult for you, however, because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.
As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side, and because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2444754.5.
The golden number for 1981 is 6.
The epact number for 1981 is 24.
The year 1981 was not a leap year.
As of 10/27/2005 5:53:11 AM CDT
You are 24 years old.
You are 293 months old.
You are 1,274 weeks old.
You are 8,916 days old.
You are 213,989 hours old.
You are 12,839,393 minutes old.
You are 770,363,591 seconds old.
You are 3.48962818003914 dog years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
There are 215 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 25 candles
Those 25 candles produce 25 BTUs,
or 6,300 calories of heat (that's only 6.3000 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.86 US ounces of water with that many candles.
In 1981 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1981 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1981 in the US there were 2,438,000 marriages (10.6%) and 1,219,000 divorces (5.3%)
In 1981 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
Your birthstone is Emerald
The Mystical properties of Emerald
Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Emerald is used for physical and emotional healing.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Agate, Chrysoprase
Your birth tree is
Ash Tree, the Ambition
Uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with its fate, can be egoistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over heart, but takes partnership very serious.
There are 59 days till Christmas 2005!
The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning crescent.
and the name one.....
You entered: Jennifer Leigh Abbott
There are 19 letters in your name.
Those 19 letters total to 92
There are 7 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 11
The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.
The expression or destiny for #11:
Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.
The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.
The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.
Your Soul Urge number is: 6
A Soul Urge number of 6 means:
With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.
The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.
If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.
Your Inner Dream number is: 7
An Inner Dream number of 7 means:
You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.
Want to learn about your birthday? Click here!
Some information © Michael McClain 1996-2005. Used by Permission
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
*BIG HEFTY SIGH*
SO, im awake and its almost 5 in the morning.
I think I am starting to notice a little pattern here.
:-S
Tonight, was an interesting night.
My sister had work until 930PM, then drove up 2.5 hours from INdy to hang.
That made it 12am and then we went out to steak and shake to meet up with some friends.
These friends were old p9er buddies(which is the theater I use to work at), Missy and Stephanie.
I ended up getting a root beer float and a single burger, which was delish, compliments my sister.
THANKS NICOLE!!!
We talked for about an hour or so and then headed to the pub called Clancey's. This is where we met up with Mindy, Grant, and their friend John. We stayed for about 40 mins, which was enough of the smoke infested place and went our separate ways.
I have a small list of people that I need to get into contact with, so within the next few days I will be on that like flies on sticky paper!!
Alright...I should start thinking about sleep...
Night!
I think I am starting to notice a little pattern here.
:-S
Tonight, was an interesting night.
My sister had work until 930PM, then drove up 2.5 hours from INdy to hang.
That made it 12am and then we went out to steak and shake to meet up with some friends.
These friends were old p9er buddies(which is the theater I use to work at), Missy and Stephanie.
I ended up getting a root beer float and a single burger, which was delish, compliments my sister.
THANKS NICOLE!!!
We talked for about an hour or so and then headed to the pub called Clancey's. This is where we met up with Mindy, Grant, and their friend John. We stayed for about 40 mins, which was enough of the smoke infested place and went our separate ways.
I have a small list of people that I need to get into contact with, so within the next few days I will be on that like flies on sticky paper!!
Alright...I should start thinking about sleep...
Night!
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Flight of the Nav...
err......no igator here.
Well, Im back in the states, but it will probably take my body a few days to realize this. I dont feel like im here. It kinda feels like a prolonged lucid dream in which things are just a happening around me. In all honesty, Ive only been back for 13ish hours...so, time will show how this one rolls.
I miss my honey so damn much now. I am going through so many different emotions. At the moment, I feel a bit ignored, but i know its me mistranslating my emotions as usual.
I am just tired and upset at the fact that I dont have my honey right here.
On the upside, you realize, at least in my case, that I really need Jassen in my life, cuz otherwise, life is just....kinda life, not the whole thing and what it has to offer.
The first foods that i ate...hot dogs...yummmm
Oh, my boo is ichattin...
spk ltr!
Well, Im back in the states, but it will probably take my body a few days to realize this. I dont feel like im here. It kinda feels like a prolonged lucid dream in which things are just a happening around me. In all honesty, Ive only been back for 13ish hours...so, time will show how this one rolls.
I miss my honey so damn much now. I am going through so many different emotions. At the moment, I feel a bit ignored, but i know its me mistranslating my emotions as usual.
I am just tired and upset at the fact that I dont have my honey right here.
On the upside, you realize, at least in my case, that I really need Jassen in my life, cuz otherwise, life is just....kinda life, not the whole thing and what it has to offer.
The first foods that i ate...hot dogs...yummmm
Oh, my boo is ichattin...
spk ltr!
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Another Questionairy, cuz I like..
to talk about myself, cuz frankly, Im damn interesting!
1. What is your occupation? college grad/yippie/wannabee brit
2. What color is your underwear? *looks* a variety of pastels
3. What are you listening to right now?Bjork-Vespertine-song"Hidden Place"
4.The last thing you ate? British apple, water, and coffee
5. Wish on stars? When I'm desparate or in a good mood.
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? FOREST GREEN!
7. How is the weather right now? It is partly sunny with bouts of puffy clouds, and more than likely it will be raining later.
8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Some person named Bertha at Manpower, and they STILL have not gotten back to me.:-S
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? sisterly love, bebe!!
10. Favorite drink? creme soda or bailey's irish coffee!
11. Favorite sport to watch? Football(American) sometimes
12. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes, once and highlighted twice. That is all.
13. Do you wear contacts or glasses? Glasses. COntacts sucketh my nutteth...
14. Pets? Two wonderful British Domestic Shorthairs/Black and White/Salt and Pepper!
15. Favorite month? May cuz 3/4th of my family have birthdays, including MOI and it's Spring in full swing!
17. What was the last movie you watched? Wallace and Grommit: Curse of the Were-Rabbit! Funny..
18. Favorite day of the year? Birthdays!!!
19. What do you do to vent anger? I vent my anger. Watch out!
20. What was your favorite toy as a child? Berry the bear and La Mutt the dog
21. Fall or Spring? SPRING ALL DA WAY!!
22. Hugs or kisses? Hugs but kisses almost as much. Depends on my mood and what is the most appropriate.
23. Cherry or Blueberry? Cherry!
24. Do you want your friends to email you back? I want my sister to email me back with I LOVE YOU!!!!
25. Who is most likely to respond? Who ever wants to
26. Who is least likely to respond? Who ever wants to
27. Living arrangements? Living in London with my Bf Jassen for 10 months and then going back to Indiana to work and make money!
28. When was the last time you cried? This morning, cuz I don't want to be away from my boo
29. What is on the floor of your closet? Well, the floor of the closet here, there is some clothes, boxes, and my luggage 90% packed, as well as some shoes, and thigh master thingie.
30. Who is the friend you have had the longest? Well, family yes, but friends, I really don't keep them so much, but I would say Val. Ive known her since 1993/94 but became good friends with her when I was in my Sophomore year of college. Quality, not quanity folks!
31.What did you do last night? Went out to McDs and had a chicken sammich and fries then went to Hollywood Green to watch Wallace and Grommit. Go see it! The innuendos run rampant in this one!
32. Favorite smell? Nicole's farts......eh, no? Hehehe I like Cucumber Melon, but I love the smell of holiday cooking and cinnamon as well as burning leaves.
33. What inspires you? Things that stick out like a sore thumb that dont make sense in life and then i interpolate into either something creative or talk about it. Also, things that are small and seem insignificant, i like to bring it out and represent, yo...
34. What are you afraid of? A robber breaking in and killing me with a knife. People, dont get any ideas, thank you.
35. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers? All of the above, although cheese hamburger....isnt that classified as CHEESEBURGER?
36. Favorite car? Omega from my youth, but to drive, I really like nissian sentras, but im biased.
37. Favorite dog breed? a nice one, doesnt matter the breed, as long as they are nice.
38. Number of keys on your key ring? 1 but then again, it also depends which key ring you speak of.
39. How many years at your current job? Bum....really, all my life.
40. Favorite day of the week? Wednesday. movie night!!
41. How many states have you lived in? One state. But mentally, too many to count. Im a mental care-basket.
42. How many cities have you lived in? Portage, Valparaiso, London, and I would also like to count Somerset(Glastonbury Fest), cuz that was like another home and yeah, just cuz.:-)
1. What is your occupation? college grad/yippie/wannabee brit
2. What color is your underwear? *looks* a variety of pastels
3. What are you listening to right now?Bjork-Vespertine-song"Hidden Place"
4.The last thing you ate? British apple, water, and coffee
5. Wish on stars? When I'm desparate or in a good mood.
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? FOREST GREEN!
7. How is the weather right now? It is partly sunny with bouts of puffy clouds, and more than likely it will be raining later.
8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Some person named Bertha at Manpower, and they STILL have not gotten back to me.:-S
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? sisterly love, bebe!!
10. Favorite drink? creme soda or bailey's irish coffee!
11. Favorite sport to watch? Football(American) sometimes
12. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes, once and highlighted twice. That is all.
13. Do you wear contacts or glasses? Glasses. COntacts sucketh my nutteth...
14. Pets? Two wonderful British Domestic Shorthairs/Black and White/Salt and Pepper!
15. Favorite month? May cuz 3/4th of my family have birthdays, including MOI and it's Spring in full swing!
17. What was the last movie you watched? Wallace and Grommit: Curse of the Were-Rabbit! Funny..
18. Favorite day of the year? Birthdays!!!
19. What do you do to vent anger? I vent my anger. Watch out!
20. What was your favorite toy as a child? Berry the bear and La Mutt the dog
21. Fall or Spring? SPRING ALL DA WAY!!
22. Hugs or kisses? Hugs but kisses almost as much. Depends on my mood and what is the most appropriate.
23. Cherry or Blueberry? Cherry!
24. Do you want your friends to email you back? I want my sister to email me back with I LOVE YOU!!!!
25. Who is most likely to respond? Who ever wants to
26. Who is least likely to respond? Who ever wants to
27. Living arrangements? Living in London with my Bf Jassen for 10 months and then going back to Indiana to work and make money!
28. When was the last time you cried? This morning, cuz I don't want to be away from my boo
29. What is on the floor of your closet? Well, the floor of the closet here, there is some clothes, boxes, and my luggage 90% packed, as well as some shoes, and thigh master thingie.
30. Who is the friend you have had the longest? Well, family yes, but friends, I really don't keep them so much, but I would say Val. Ive known her since 1993/94 but became good friends with her when I was in my Sophomore year of college. Quality, not quanity folks!
31.What did you do last night? Went out to McDs and had a chicken sammich and fries then went to Hollywood Green to watch Wallace and Grommit. Go see it! The innuendos run rampant in this one!
32. Favorite smell? Nicole's farts......eh, no? Hehehe I like Cucumber Melon, but I love the smell of holiday cooking and cinnamon as well as burning leaves.
33. What inspires you? Things that stick out like a sore thumb that dont make sense in life and then i interpolate into either something creative or talk about it. Also, things that are small and seem insignificant, i like to bring it out and represent, yo...
34. What are you afraid of? A robber breaking in and killing me with a knife. People, dont get any ideas, thank you.
35. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers? All of the above, although cheese hamburger....isnt that classified as CHEESEBURGER?
36. Favorite car? Omega from my youth, but to drive, I really like nissian sentras, but im biased.
37. Favorite dog breed? a nice one, doesnt matter the breed, as long as they are nice.
38. Number of keys on your key ring? 1 but then again, it also depends which key ring you speak of.
39. How many years at your current job? Bum....really, all my life.
40. Favorite day of the week? Wednesday. movie night!!
41. How many states have you lived in? One state. But mentally, too many to count. Im a mental care-basket.
42. How many cities have you lived in? Portage, Valparaiso, London, and I would also like to count Somerset(Glastonbury Fest), cuz that was like another home and yeah, just cuz.:-)
Mas Coldplay MAS Coldplay!!
Mmm.....Coldplay.
Note the energy spheres..ya know the little bubbles that are a bit transparent.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
A waiting duck about ready to...
QUACK!
I feel like that. I feel like I just waiting for the storm of the century, to wash over me, pushing me into a long-awaited transition.
I'm an on the edge, anxiety-stricken, numb on the inside-out, antsy, punk-ass, impatient twat.
Come on world, bring it on!!!
Or do you guys remember Lt. Dan in Forrest Gump?
Yea, that's me minus the extra appendage, facial hair, kinder lookin face, and no arm or chest hair.
GRRR!!!
There have been a few movies Ive recently seen with my boo but I havent been keeping so much of a list like I was, so...
Mean Girls
Runaway Jury
The Jerk
Corpse's Bride
and if my wonderful bf can take the time to reflect on what else has been watched, by all means, do comment!!
:-)
I've been messing around with Picasa, the photo organizer thingie that has options to lighten, tint, and many other features, and I do have to say, im getting pretty good at it, the knack.
Alright you wonderful people..Im gwanna go grab a bite to eat.
Cheese on toast! Here I come!!
I feel like that. I feel like I just waiting for the storm of the century, to wash over me, pushing me into a long-awaited transition.
I'm an on the edge, anxiety-stricken, numb on the inside-out, antsy, punk-ass, impatient twat.
Come on world, bring it on!!!
Or do you guys remember Lt. Dan in Forrest Gump?
Yea, that's me minus the extra appendage, facial hair, kinder lookin face, and no arm or chest hair.
GRRR!!!
There have been a few movies Ive recently seen with my boo but I havent been keeping so much of a list like I was, so...
Mean Girls
Runaway Jury
The Jerk
Corpse's Bride
and if my wonderful bf can take the time to reflect on what else has been watched, by all means, do comment!!
:-)
I've been messing around with Picasa, the photo organizer thingie that has options to lighten, tint, and many other features, and I do have to say, im getting pretty good at it, the knack.
Alright you wonderful people..Im gwanna go grab a bite to eat.
Cheese on toast! Here I come!!
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Just in a hypocritical state of mine
yes...mine, not mind...Im being greedy here.
So, I figured out what I want to be for halloween..
Peach Toadstool...
Yep, that's the one, Princess Toadstool.
I have my prom dress from 5.5 years ago, so all I need is an 80s looking wig a crown and white gloves, white face paint, etc...
Today is just one of those days that takes all of your energy away from ya. At least in my case, that's how the day is progressing. I guess, in part, I am suffering from anxiety and pms. What a wonderful combo...that will be 5.49 please, pull around to the second window!
I had a messed up dream, as usual.
This one was sad. One of the kits was murdered in it and I was a different person and there was a new mario bros game that I created, a motorcycle dude turned into a trucker as soon as I climbed in and yea...i was everywhere in this one.
Last night, I watched Runaway Jury
7/10
I'll be back later...ta!
So, I figured out what I want to be for halloween..
Peach Toadstool...
Yep, that's the one, Princess Toadstool.
I have my prom dress from 5.5 years ago, so all I need is an 80s looking wig a crown and white gloves, white face paint, etc...
Today is just one of those days that takes all of your energy away from ya. At least in my case, that's how the day is progressing. I guess, in part, I am suffering from anxiety and pms. What a wonderful combo...that will be 5.49 please, pull around to the second window!
I had a messed up dream, as usual.
This one was sad. One of the kits was murdered in it and I was a different person and there was a new mario bros game that I created, a motorcycle dude turned into a trucker as soon as I climbed in and yea...i was everywhere in this one.
Last night, I watched Runaway Jury
7/10
I'll be back later...ta!
Monday, October 17, 2005
I guess that..
I should blog today, although I don't feel like it.
I have a list of things I am wanting to accomplish this week, so Im chipping away at that.
Ive had strange dreams, the usual.
I am looking forward to coming home, but not. I have many acquaintances and some friends waiting for me to return so I can hang out. It's nice to know that people want to hang out with me.
I guess, I have been missing in action since Christmas 04, so yeah..things have changed, I have changed, I have gotten more experiences that I'll ever realize this year, now im ready to apply more.
x
I have a list of things I am wanting to accomplish this week, so Im chipping away at that.
Ive had strange dreams, the usual.
I am looking forward to coming home, but not. I have many acquaintances and some friends waiting for me to return so I can hang out. It's nice to know that people want to hang out with me.
I guess, I have been missing in action since Christmas 04, so yeah..things have changed, I have changed, I have gotten more experiences that I'll ever realize this year, now im ready to apply more.
x
Friday, October 14, 2005
Simon Sez...
I googled Jennifer needs, and this is what I got
1. Jennifer needs a cold shower
2. Jennifer needs and online prayer requests for all faiths and religions.
3. jennifer needs prayers for steanth to reslove many problem thank you
4. Jennifer needs time to heal
5. (in reference to lopez)
jennifer needs to do five things:
1. make a video 4 step into my world and get brad pitt, david beckham, or will smith in the video. that could help increase her sales.
2. write some material 4 her next album and debut a first single that will catch everyone's attention! after all, with rebirth, she took the leftovers that other artists didn't use. hello!!! maybe they didn't use it 4 a reason!!!!
3. get producers like P.DIDDY, KANYE WEST, JERMAINE DUPRI, and get TIMBALAND and BIG BOI again!!!
4. leave MARC ANTHONY and get back with P.DIDDY!!!
5. if she wants 2 do a video 4 I GOT U, get a hot male cameo and make a blazin
video!!!
6. Jennifer needs a tutor who can help a client with their Probability Exam in the
Somerville area
7. Jennifer needs to keep on improving
8. Jennifer needs space
9. Jen needs this Diva Publicity like she needs a hole in the head
10. Jennifer needs help.
11. Jennifer needs heavy visual depiction of her subject in order for it all to work.
1. Jennifer needs a cold shower
2. Jennifer needs and online prayer requests for all faiths and religions.
3. jennifer needs prayers for steanth to reslove many problem thank you
4. Jennifer needs time to heal
5. (in reference to lopez)
jennifer needs to do five things:
1. make a video 4 step into my world and get brad pitt, david beckham, or will smith in the video. that could help increase her sales.
2. write some material 4 her next album and debut a first single that will catch everyone's attention! after all, with rebirth, she took the leftovers that other artists didn't use. hello!!! maybe they didn't use it 4 a reason!!!!
3. get producers like P.DIDDY, KANYE WEST, JERMAINE DUPRI, and get TIMBALAND and BIG BOI again!!!
4. leave MARC ANTHONY and get back with P.DIDDY!!!
5. if she wants 2 do a video 4 I GOT U, get a hot male cameo and make a blazin
video!!!
6. Jennifer needs a tutor who can help a client with their Probability Exam in the
Somerville area
7. Jennifer needs to keep on improving
8. Jennifer needs space
9. Jen needs this Diva Publicity like she needs a hole in the head
10. Jennifer needs help.
11. Jennifer needs heavy visual depiction of her subject in order for it all to work.
Ok...strange days..
This morning, I clicked on one of
Liza's friends linked named Rebekah and took sometime looking over the site. It is about a little girl striken with cancer at a very young age and the everyday life she has to go through, as told by her mom. It really struck me, even to the extent that I had a dream about it right after.
I was uber tired so after perusing the net I wanted some shut eye. My dream consisted of trying to find Rebekah and her mom and I found them in a mall area. I stopped and asked, are you Rebekah's mom? And she stopped with Rebekah in hand and said, yes?
I said that I read the blog online and wanted to meet them, so my dream, i did. I think I gave a hug to the mom and then the scene changed, as i found myself running away from negative energy. The negative energy was in the form of men in suits and i was running in and out of bathrooms, friends homes, people i didnt know, etc.
I woke up but the whole thing was strange.
Liza's friends linked named Rebekah and took sometime looking over the site. It is about a little girl striken with cancer at a very young age and the everyday life she has to go through, as told by her mom. It really struck me, even to the extent that I had a dream about it right after.
I was uber tired so after perusing the net I wanted some shut eye. My dream consisted of trying to find Rebekah and her mom and I found them in a mall area. I stopped and asked, are you Rebekah's mom? And she stopped with Rebekah in hand and said, yes?
I said that I read the blog online and wanted to meet them, so my dream, i did. I think I gave a hug to the mom and then the scene changed, as i found myself running away from negative energy. The negative energy was in the form of men in suits and i was running in and out of bathrooms, friends homes, people i didnt know, etc.
I woke up but the whole thing was strange.
Hypothetical Question:
If you had the opportunity to choose how your next life was to be, if given that right...
a.)who would be in your life and
b.) in what scenarios or relationships, eg. mother and father, daughter to cousin, love of life, etc. and
c.) what kind of life would you lead eg. doctor, wealthy, middle class, bum? and
d.) why
x
a.)who would be in your life and
b.) in what scenarios or relationships, eg. mother and father, daughter to cousin, love of life, etc. and
c.) what kind of life would you lead eg. doctor, wealthy, middle class, bum? and
d.) why
x
Christopher Walken for President 2008!
Check out this website!
I would vote for him, even though that might be seen as somewhat sad, but him being one of my favourite actors, I know he is a much better actor than Bush.
Crystal--don't shoot me!
I thought one of your piccies looked like a magazine..so, i made it into one..ps honestly, i can spell, but i dont know how copyright works.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
*sighs*
gosh *goofy style*
Okay, dream time. Messed up as ever! But the strange bit is that I had more control over it than usual, so for me, it was rather lucid.
The first part that i remember clearly was that I was riding down Route 6 in Portage with a few people. I had Jassen with me as well as old friends Angie and Kristen. We looked up into the clouds and we noticed something rather strange. There were mammontus clouds up and about. Those are the ones that look like balls or boobs hanging from out of the sky.
For some reason, we all agreed that a tornado was going to strike. So all of a sudden I found myself kinda as a ghost. I walk into a classroom and it happens to be Mr. Cope's. As Im walking into it, it starts to fill in more detail. I look off to the desk area and I see Mr Cope. When I try to reach him, he starts to fade, like I am unable to talk with him. I tried two or three times but it failed. Then class started and Mr Cope had morphed into another person, in which I didnt recognize.
All of a sudden, I saw myself in my old desk, which was next to Mr Cope's as well as his head statue of Mr Lennon. That was one of the reason why I loved the classroom. Not only was there Lennon but behind me, there were a few posters. Also, since I made Mr Cope tape copies of the Lennon box set, he gve me an old Beatle record that is actually somewhat rare and worth money, cuz it was on the Vee Jay record based in Gary Indiana, which is pratically next door. If I haven't mentioned it in other blog entries before, in real life, he committed suicide back in December, supposedly he was an insomniac, a manic depressive, had just changed his medicine, which had the side effect of suicidal tendencies. All very messed up, i dont quite think ill ever understand, and it makes me sad cuz I truly loved him as a person. He was the type of teacher that would dress up as a Viking in chainmail, handmade, etc.
So, that might be the fading with closer proximity in the dream, and what that means.
Moving on with the dream *ehem*...
So, all of a sudden I notice myself as a teenager and it looked like me, I disappeared out of the classroom and when i spoke, from my ghost standpt the teacher could here and think that i was shitting him or something, like I really wasnt out of the room, the teenager-me, but I was. So, I moved on to a fancy place where there was a deck area out on a hill and underneath the hill was a house semi-buried in the ground.
I was talking with someone and Susan Sarandon was there. She was either related to me or a mother and we had to boat across a small lake to get somewhere. The weird bit is that she was wheel chair bound, so she needed help getting on. A black dude helped her out and then i had to jump on. The water seemed high and the boat sank up to our necks when we were riding on it. Somehow we still managed to steer and keep afloat. Susan looked like she was going to drown but she was singing the whole while so I really didnt have to worry.
We got to the other side and I think we were meeting up with this man or her husband of the dream. I then found myself going up an escalator with my friend Valerie. We were still in the process of preparing for the tornado, so we were pushing around a dresser and some other things. There were multiple escalators going up to the 2nd or 3rd floor of the high school but we seemed stuck. The dresser was heavy lifting but no one passing by wanted to help, so Val and I were doing alot of talking that I cant recollect now.
My dream seemed bright and I felt alert. There was another section when i was in a house in London, looking down and I saw a man walking. I was then in a small room, probably about the size of Jassen's but a bit smaller. I was sitting on a smaller bed nearest the window and i looked out in front of me. Jassen had gone out to get things and in the dream he just wanted to spend money. He got these huuuuge boxes that looked like they held a million pads or tampons but in reality they were action figures of every possible cartoon character EVER! He managed to carry like 4-5 big boxes all by himself and seemed to have disappeared.
I think thats all that I can recall from my dream of last night...oH!! When Jassen was about to get ready for work this morning, I woke up. I had a strange feeling dream that something bad was going to happen on a tube train. I was standing up and the train was going west towards Heathrow and a lady was arguing and a man. They were older folks but threatening nonetheless. Everyone on the train knew something bad was going to happen as the train increased in speed. I then woke up and I felt shakey. I might have mumbled to Jassen my dream but then i was too tired to stay cognate and fell back into the open arms of sleep.
Okay, dream time. Messed up as ever! But the strange bit is that I had more control over it than usual, so for me, it was rather lucid.
The first part that i remember clearly was that I was riding down Route 6 in Portage with a few people. I had Jassen with me as well as old friends Angie and Kristen. We looked up into the clouds and we noticed something rather strange. There were mammontus clouds up and about. Those are the ones that look like balls or boobs hanging from out of the sky.
For some reason, we all agreed that a tornado was going to strike. So all of a sudden I found myself kinda as a ghost. I walk into a classroom and it happens to be Mr. Cope's. As Im walking into it, it starts to fill in more detail. I look off to the desk area and I see Mr Cope. When I try to reach him, he starts to fade, like I am unable to talk with him. I tried two or three times but it failed. Then class started and Mr Cope had morphed into another person, in which I didnt recognize.
All of a sudden, I saw myself in my old desk, which was next to Mr Cope's as well as his head statue of Mr Lennon. That was one of the reason why I loved the classroom. Not only was there Lennon but behind me, there were a few posters. Also, since I made Mr Cope tape copies of the Lennon box set, he gve me an old Beatle record that is actually somewhat rare and worth money, cuz it was on the Vee Jay record based in Gary Indiana, which is pratically next door. If I haven't mentioned it in other blog entries before, in real life, he committed suicide back in December, supposedly he was an insomniac, a manic depressive, had just changed his medicine, which had the side effect of suicidal tendencies. All very messed up, i dont quite think ill ever understand, and it makes me sad cuz I truly loved him as a person. He was the type of teacher that would dress up as a Viking in chainmail, handmade, etc.
So, that might be the fading with closer proximity in the dream, and what that means.
Moving on with the dream *ehem*...
So, all of a sudden I notice myself as a teenager and it looked like me, I disappeared out of the classroom and when i spoke, from my ghost standpt the teacher could here and think that i was shitting him or something, like I really wasnt out of the room, the teenager-me, but I was. So, I moved on to a fancy place where there was a deck area out on a hill and underneath the hill was a house semi-buried in the ground.
I was talking with someone and Susan Sarandon was there. She was either related to me or a mother and we had to boat across a small lake to get somewhere. The weird bit is that she was wheel chair bound, so she needed help getting on. A black dude helped her out and then i had to jump on. The water seemed high and the boat sank up to our necks when we were riding on it. Somehow we still managed to steer and keep afloat. Susan looked like she was going to drown but she was singing the whole while so I really didnt have to worry.
We got to the other side and I think we were meeting up with this man or her husband of the dream. I then found myself going up an escalator with my friend Valerie. We were still in the process of preparing for the tornado, so we were pushing around a dresser and some other things. There were multiple escalators going up to the 2nd or 3rd floor of the high school but we seemed stuck. The dresser was heavy lifting but no one passing by wanted to help, so Val and I were doing alot of talking that I cant recollect now.
My dream seemed bright and I felt alert. There was another section when i was in a house in London, looking down and I saw a man walking. I was then in a small room, probably about the size of Jassen's but a bit smaller. I was sitting on a smaller bed nearest the window and i looked out in front of me. Jassen had gone out to get things and in the dream he just wanted to spend money. He got these huuuuge boxes that looked like they held a million pads or tampons but in reality they were action figures of every possible cartoon character EVER! He managed to carry like 4-5 big boxes all by himself and seemed to have disappeared.
I think thats all that I can recall from my dream of last night...oH!! When Jassen was about to get ready for work this morning, I woke up. I had a strange feeling dream that something bad was going to happen on a tube train. I was standing up and the train was going west towards Heathrow and a lady was arguing and a man. They were older folks but threatening nonetheless. Everyone on the train knew something bad was going to happen as the train increased in speed. I then woke up and I felt shakey. I might have mumbled to Jassen my dream but then i was too tired to stay cognate and fell back into the open arms of sleep.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
I swear.....
| Your 80s Heartthrob Is |
 Jason Bateman |
Liza probably thinks me a blagster(a blog stalker, i made that up, yo).
Let me know your results when you try it out.
x
Do to popular demand...
I am going to do what Liza tells me to do. so with out further ado...
Google these things and post the images that either come up first or yur favourite!
*The name of the town I grew up in
*The name of the town I live in now
*My name
*My grama's name
*My favorite food
*My favorite drink
*My favorite song
*My favorite smell
This is one of the many things that came up when I typed in Portage, Indiana. This picture was taken by a guy named Jon Gentry on April 10th, 1999. These clouds then produced golfball sized hail and bigger, which in turn caused alot of damage to people's property.
Ya...Ive been here....LOADS of times. It's still cool lookin though.
I am NOT JUST ANOTHER NUMBER!! This lady is named Jennifer Abbott and she has something to do with a movie called the Corporation. There are many ways to take this photo. Hmmm...
This is it. Yup. There were other piccies but this one is pretty cool cuz its apart of the motor industry...well pre-motor at least. If you do not see the image above, just click on the empty space.
ohhhh...yeah.....bbq ribs....BRING IT ON!!!
In fact, here is another helping just for you..
HERE!!
*hands over moist towelette*
I....looooooooooooooooooove creme soda, especially in the fall time. Any kind.
My favourite song, even though I really don't want to choose a favourite would be Across the Universe, by the Beatles, although, i do like Fiona Apple's version as well.
Burning leaves(and garbage) as well as...
cinnabon or cinnamon. Both taste awesome as well.
:-)
Google these things and post the images that either come up first or yur favourite!
*The name of the town I grew up in
*The name of the town I live in now
*My name
*My grama's name
*My favorite food
*My favorite drink
*My favorite song
*My favorite smell
This is one of the many things that came up when I typed in Portage, Indiana. This picture was taken by a guy named Jon Gentry on April 10th, 1999. These clouds then produced golfball sized hail and bigger, which in turn caused alot of damage to people's property.
Ya...Ive been here....LOADS of times. It's still cool lookin though.
I am NOT JUST ANOTHER NUMBER!! This lady is named Jennifer Abbott and she has something to do with a movie called the Corporation. There are many ways to take this photo. Hmmm...
This is it. Yup. There were other piccies but this one is pretty cool cuz its apart of the motor industry...well pre-motor at least. If you do not see the image above, just click on the empty space.
ohhhh...yeah.....bbq ribs....BRING IT ON!!!
In fact, here is another helping just for you..
HERE!!
*hands over moist towelette*
I....looooooooooooooooooove creme soda, especially in the fall time. Any kind.
My favourite song, even though I really don't want to choose a favourite would be Across the Universe, by the Beatles, although, i do like Fiona Apple's version as well.
Burning leaves(and garbage) as well as...
cinnabon or cinnamon. Both taste awesome as well.
:-)
My horoscope 4 2day
This 1st picture is my two kits making out(not really just wanted to be dramatic).
Awww...arent they the cutest pair!? Well, besides me and Jassen/ :-p
Awww....arent they the cutest pa.....oh, i already said that. Hmmm...THAT'S M'BOY! Well, both of my boys, Jassen and Salt. Salt is getting to be a fatty!!
And me, looking cute...cuz i can. On to the topic!! Tally ho!
Be careful that your self-esteem isn't so dependent on what other people tell you, Jennifer. One minute you may be high as a kite, thanks to a bit of flattery offered to you by another. The next minute you may feel down in the dirt when someone criticizes you for one reason or another. Do your best to not let others blow you up and then deflate you as if you are nothing but a balloon.
It seems like alot of my horoscopes are either dead on the nob or its a few days too short.
:-S
Monday, October 10, 2005
Questionaire No. 1
Inspired by Liza(pronounced L(eye)za, here are my answers...:-)
1. How old were you when you found out Santa was not a jolly man, but your Mom and Dad?
I was about 10.5 years old. Lots of kids at school had been trying for YEARS to convince me that Santa wasnt true, but i denied it and then realized on my own. In order to get presents, i still have to make a list and believe in him. I think its really just believing in the spirit of Christmas and Santa is an easy tangible representation of that.
2. Who was the first celebrity's poster you had hanging on your wall?
Hmm....1st celebrity poster....I think i had a disney poster, but that might not really count. Hmm...I would say a Beatles poster or wall hanging, back in 1995(Thanks to my mom, who bought the wall hanging for me, cuz she had me in mind)
3. How many times have you heard the phrase, "Please step out of the car Ma'am/Sir."
Not for me, but i remember one time when my sis went with me to my uni and she was in a separate car. Not only did she not have shoes on while driving, but no license on her person. Luckily, the officer just wanted to know why she was in the area and to slow down. I was driving to fast and in front of her that he only caught up to her and flashed the lights. At the time, I parked as was watching in the dark.:-p
4. What is the lamest reason for breaking up with someone you have ever gave or received?
Hahaha...funny. The first one that pops in my head is a kid that dated me when i was 21, we liked one another, it only lasted a week, cuz of religious difference, meaning: I didnt have a religion and he was one of those pedicostal*sp folks. I think i had too strong of an opinion on things in life and god etc that he didnt care for it too much, so he stopped talking with me and broke it off, cuz it "wasnt working". He had thin kisses anyway.:-p
5. What is the dumbest lie you ever told your parents to get out of something?
*thinks* Im sure there were a few but I wasnt one to lie so much, therefore I dont really remember.
6. Paper or Plastic?
Paper is nice cuz you can double bag it and then use it has a garbage bag that wont break under TOO much pressure.
7. What did you want to be when you grew up when you were little (under 10)?
Kinda funny. Liza said storm chaser and I have always wanted to as well. I also wanted to be a cartoonist, a singer, an architect, and an author.:-p
8. What do you want to be when you grow up now?
what's growing up? No such thing. I would say, just happy with myself and accomplish i make day in and day out. Maybe start up a coffee shop/bookstore.
9. What kind and color of underwear do you have on right now?
*looks* One's with watermelons on em.
10. What CD are you ashamed to admit you own and listen to?
*thinks* well, if i buy the cd, its nothing to be ashamed about.:-p
11. Who would you sleep with if you had the opportunity to?
Sleep with as in sexual sleeping or sleep with as in the same bed, like a sleepover?
Well, i wouldnt want to sleep with anyone other than my boo and if it was a sleepover, not Michael Jackson, maybe share the covers with Thora Birch. She seems like she would be a nice friend.
12. Finish this sentence and say what movie this is from. The FBI is going to pay me to ______?
play at the casino and gamble money that's not of legal tender? FBI:Undercover
13. Are you a lame a****** who lied on the above question?
Why yes. SHould i look it up on IMDB.com?
14. Why did you come to the blog that tagged you?
I tagged myself on this matter, cuz it looked fun!
15. What is your biggest fear?
Not accomplishing something big in this lifetime.
16. Do you watch reality television and why/why not?
I really dont watch TV. I am more of a movie, dvds, music type of gal, but when i do surf the boob tube, it seems like reality tv is the only thing thats out there, unless you go to the likes of shotime,etc.
17. Have you ever slept with someone and wondered why the hell you did that?
Im no ho.:-p
18. What is your biggest regret?
Biggest Regret....is that by worrying so much in life, i miss out on the small and most precious things in life that are right in front of me. I have too many high expectations that never see the light of day and i regret that i let that get to me.
19. How old where you and what happened the first time you got drunk?
i was probably 19 when i drank, but first time I got drunk was when i was 22 and what made it worse was that the guy i was interested in, a 27 year old, was a bit too touchy feely and I felt that i was semi taken advantage, according to my high standards, which means the likes of bad kisses and unnecessary groping.
20. Which would you rather be, the hammer or the nail?
Hmm.....philosophically, i would say that the hammer would have more use, hitting many nails on the head, but a nail is useful in the sense that it keeps together something of a greater mass, like a chair or a table. Because of ego, I would say Hammer, cuz there is more control, but then again, who ever uses the hammer has more control than me...:-S
21. What is your favorite curse word?
Gawd Effing Dammit!! or MF-ing A-hole or GDMF
22. If there was one thing you could ask your parents, but never had the guts, what would that be?
Hmm...they read this blog, so that might not be good to ask here.:-S
23. What are 3 things that make you go Hummm?
1.)Why there are so many differences in word meanings in other countries.
2.)Why poo can be the colour green
3.)Why Im so down on myself.:-S
24. Real or fake boobies?
100% Boobage
25. Do you like being tagged by people?
It depends on the tag, but at least people think of me on some level when it comes to tagging, be it in a positive or negative fashion, at least you were thought of. :-p
--------------------------------New line of questions-----------------------------------
1. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
I guy who use to live down the street, he was a year older though, Wyonna Jude, Benny Goodman(claironet dude), and a few others.
2. Where was your first kiss?
My first kiss kiss sucked ass, so it really wasnt a kiss. It was on a local playground, I was 18/19.... If I go back in time even further, my first kiss was in the 1st grade on a playgroun...i was 6/7....and even further, It was with Richie love and i was around 2/3 years old and it was during my kissing phase that kids seemed to go through....at least, i think.
3. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
Somewhat knocking into a mailbox in a nearby neighbourhood, but slight slight damage, but im no vandal!!
4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
Oh yes...
5. Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people?
Had a solo for a choir concert some years back, so that was probably 600ish or more people, and then a clinic with my dad, which was probably about a few hundred, and a Christmas party for mentally handicapped people, so that was in the hundreds. I use to gig with my dad, so i have probably about 30 times, more or less. Thousands....not yet.
6. What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?
If they are funny, easily amused, smile, personality,...its alot of little things all rolled into one. So asking for the first thing noticed is a bit unfair, when humans think about 8 or more things at a time.
7. What really turns you on?
Hahaha...not going to say the ultimate, but being with someone that you love and loves you back,so really the person your with, no hold backs on both accounts.
8. What do you order at Starbucks?
I like a little bit of everything. Caramel fraps, Apple spice drink, all sorts. Yes, Liza, I agree its expensive, but it tastes sooo good.
9. What is your biggest mistake?
Biggest mistakes in life are those that i dont learn from.
10. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Yes...like hitting a wall or running into something. On a mental level, it seems like I do it all the time.
11. Say something totally random about yourself.
I like my boobs.
Haha...yea.....random...
12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Yes....Someone said I looked like Sarah Jessica Parker from the early 80s. She was in a tv show, forgot what the title was, but this lady thought I was a pretty version of her.:-/ Another person thought I looked like a cross of Julia Stiles and Kirsten Dunst. I dont get it...Hehehe
13. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Oh yes....its nice to reminiece....and i cant spell reminiece...:-/ reason enough to watch kiddy things so i can be teached more better. :-p
14. Did you have braces?
Nope. Kinda wanted some because of the space in the front of my teeth, but then again, that would look weird if there wasnt a space.
15. Are you comfortable with your height?
Depending on the circumstance, but for the most part, nearly 5'7'' is nice. I would be 5'7'' if i didnt have flat feet. At concert, its okay but when someone who has a titan and a giant for parents stands in front, there is little to be helped.
16. What is the most romantic thing someone of the preferred sex has done for you?
Jassen is the king of the romance. Sometimes, i dont know how to respond to some of the wonderful things that he does end up doing for me, whether he realizes he is doing them or not. It really is the small things, but it was sweet and good timing when on Valentine's day, we went out to Burger King...:-p and then when we got back home, there was a Nintendo DS waiting for me. He said it wasnt a Vday gift but it was something he had been wanting to get for me for a wee bit. It was still sweet nonetheless. Also, when Jassen managed to get a hold of sold out V-Festival 2004, which enticed me to come over to England for 2 weeks last August. But really its the little things.
17. When do you know it's love?
Imitating a fart
*fuuuuuuuuuuurtt...hiss*
What the heck was that!!!
18. Do you speak any other languages?
Hmm....Bits of French, Spanish, Creole(Broken French), Greek, and Hebrew. I know things best in writing, so i can see it.
19. Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
Do i look like i see the sun or radiation??:-p
20. What magazines do you read?
Edge-Computer crap, Maxim(crap), sometimes Rolling stone, and random ones that catch my eye.
21. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Ive been in a Hummer limo when a big group of us traveled to Excalibur Club(Chicago) for my friend Karen's 21st.
I remember dancing with this 33 year old dude, developed a crush, he had a daughter from a previous marriage, he was an awesome dancer, we sweated our butts off, but we never exchanged numbers, and life has given me better.:-p
22. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
My Grandma Ard and Grandpa Ard, My Grandpa Abbott, and not necessarily close but i loved and respected was my teacher Mr Cope that committed suicide back in December.
23. Do you watch mtv?
I use to, the time when the first real world came out and was popular and Mtv still had music videos...then i moved to the sister station VH1 cuz they were the ones with the videos, and then that died out and i went to Much music that turned into Fuse(Based in toronto canada and ive been there)...*big sighs*
24. What's something that really annoys you?
Hahaha...lots of things annoy me.
I hate when im trying to relax and either any and all interruptions that can happen, happen or I feel restless and talk myself out of relaxing.
25. What's something you really like?
Like Liza, i like people watching as well. I also like to talk about life with small groups of people, and being creative and producing something positive out of it.
26. Do you like Michael Jackson?
His cousins are nice. Michael, he just seems confused, but he is more publicly honest about it, that it seems very anti-establishment, but the question is, does he even realize it.
27. Can you dance?
Oh yea...and so can my sweet pants!
28. What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
There was one time when i didnt sleep for 36 hours....i think i went to sleep like 5 at night.
29. Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
Never and never been in a hospital except to visit people.*knocks on wood*
30. Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
Oh yes...i like understand people and their thoughts and views as well as perspections on things.
1. How old were you when you found out Santa was not a jolly man, but your Mom and Dad?
I was about 10.5 years old. Lots of kids at school had been trying for YEARS to convince me that Santa wasnt true, but i denied it and then realized on my own. In order to get presents, i still have to make a list and believe in him. I think its really just believing in the spirit of Christmas and Santa is an easy tangible representation of that.
2. Who was the first celebrity's poster you had hanging on your wall?
Hmm....1st celebrity poster....I think i had a disney poster, but that might not really count. Hmm...I would say a Beatles poster or wall hanging, back in 1995(Thanks to my mom, who bought the wall hanging for me, cuz she had me in mind)
3. How many times have you heard the phrase, "Please step out of the car Ma'am/Sir."
Not for me, but i remember one time when my sis went with me to my uni and she was in a separate car. Not only did she not have shoes on while driving, but no license on her person. Luckily, the officer just wanted to know why she was in the area and to slow down. I was driving to fast and in front of her that he only caught up to her and flashed the lights. At the time, I parked as was watching in the dark.:-p
4. What is the lamest reason for breaking up with someone you have ever gave or received?
Hahaha...funny. The first one that pops in my head is a kid that dated me when i was 21, we liked one another, it only lasted a week, cuz of religious difference, meaning: I didnt have a religion and he was one of those pedicostal*sp folks. I think i had too strong of an opinion on things in life and god etc that he didnt care for it too much, so he stopped talking with me and broke it off, cuz it "wasnt working". He had thin kisses anyway.:-p
5. What is the dumbest lie you ever told your parents to get out of something?
*thinks* Im sure there were a few but I wasnt one to lie so much, therefore I dont really remember.
6. Paper or Plastic?
Paper is nice cuz you can double bag it and then use it has a garbage bag that wont break under TOO much pressure.
7. What did you want to be when you grew up when you were little (under 10)?
Kinda funny. Liza said storm chaser and I have always wanted to as well. I also wanted to be a cartoonist, a singer, an architect, and an author.:-p
8. What do you want to be when you grow up now?
what's growing up? No such thing. I would say, just happy with myself and accomplish i make day in and day out. Maybe start up a coffee shop/bookstore.
9. What kind and color of underwear do you have on right now?
*looks* One's with watermelons on em.
10. What CD are you ashamed to admit you own and listen to?
*thinks* well, if i buy the cd, its nothing to be ashamed about.:-p
11. Who would you sleep with if you had the opportunity to?
Sleep with as in sexual sleeping or sleep with as in the same bed, like a sleepover?
Well, i wouldnt want to sleep with anyone other than my boo and if it was a sleepover, not Michael Jackson, maybe share the covers with Thora Birch. She seems like she would be a nice friend.
12. Finish this sentence and say what movie this is from. The FBI is going to pay me to ______?
play at the casino and gamble money that's not of legal tender? FBI:Undercover
13. Are you a lame a****** who lied on the above question?
Why yes. SHould i look it up on IMDB.com?
14. Why did you come to the blog that tagged you?
I tagged myself on this matter, cuz it looked fun!
15. What is your biggest fear?
Not accomplishing something big in this lifetime.
16. Do you watch reality television and why/why not?
I really dont watch TV. I am more of a movie, dvds, music type of gal, but when i do surf the boob tube, it seems like reality tv is the only thing thats out there, unless you go to the likes of shotime,etc.
17. Have you ever slept with someone and wondered why the hell you did that?
Im no ho.:-p
18. What is your biggest regret?
Biggest Regret....is that by worrying so much in life, i miss out on the small and most precious things in life that are right in front of me. I have too many high expectations that never see the light of day and i regret that i let that get to me.
19. How old where you and what happened the first time you got drunk?
i was probably 19 when i drank, but first time I got drunk was when i was 22 and what made it worse was that the guy i was interested in, a 27 year old, was a bit too touchy feely and I felt that i was semi taken advantage, according to my high standards, which means the likes of bad kisses and unnecessary groping.
20. Which would you rather be, the hammer or the nail?
Hmm.....philosophically, i would say that the hammer would have more use, hitting many nails on the head, but a nail is useful in the sense that it keeps together something of a greater mass, like a chair or a table. Because of ego, I would say Hammer, cuz there is more control, but then again, who ever uses the hammer has more control than me...:-S
21. What is your favorite curse word?
Gawd Effing Dammit!! or MF-ing A-hole or GDMF
22. If there was one thing you could ask your parents, but never had the guts, what would that be?
Hmm...they read this blog, so that might not be good to ask here.:-S
23. What are 3 things that make you go Hummm?
1.)Why there are so many differences in word meanings in other countries.
2.)Why poo can be the colour green
3.)Why Im so down on myself.:-S
24. Real or fake boobies?
100% Boobage
25. Do you like being tagged by people?
It depends on the tag, but at least people think of me on some level when it comes to tagging, be it in a positive or negative fashion, at least you were thought of. :-p
--------------------------------New line of questions-----------------------------------
1. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
I guy who use to live down the street, he was a year older though, Wyonna Jude, Benny Goodman(claironet dude), and a few others.
2. Where was your first kiss?
My first kiss kiss sucked ass, so it really wasnt a kiss. It was on a local playground, I was 18/19.... If I go back in time even further, my first kiss was in the 1st grade on a playgroun...i was 6/7....and even further, It was with Richie love and i was around 2/3 years old and it was during my kissing phase that kids seemed to go through....at least, i think.
3. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
Somewhat knocking into a mailbox in a nearby neighbourhood, but slight slight damage, but im no vandal!!
4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
Oh yes...
5. Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people?
Had a solo for a choir concert some years back, so that was probably 600ish or more people, and then a clinic with my dad, which was probably about a few hundred, and a Christmas party for mentally handicapped people, so that was in the hundreds. I use to gig with my dad, so i have probably about 30 times, more or less. Thousands....not yet.
6. What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?
If they are funny, easily amused, smile, personality,...its alot of little things all rolled into one. So asking for the first thing noticed is a bit unfair, when humans think about 8 or more things at a time.
7. What really turns you on?
Hahaha...not going to say the ultimate, but being with someone that you love and loves you back,so really the person your with, no hold backs on both accounts.
8. What do you order at Starbucks?
I like a little bit of everything. Caramel fraps, Apple spice drink, all sorts. Yes, Liza, I agree its expensive, but it tastes sooo good.
9. What is your biggest mistake?
Biggest mistakes in life are those that i dont learn from.
10. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Yes...like hitting a wall or running into something. On a mental level, it seems like I do it all the time.
11. Say something totally random about yourself.
I like my boobs.
Haha...yea.....random...
12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Yes....Someone said I looked like Sarah Jessica Parker from the early 80s. She was in a tv show, forgot what the title was, but this lady thought I was a pretty version of her.:-/ Another person thought I looked like a cross of Julia Stiles and Kirsten Dunst. I dont get it...Hehehe
13. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Oh yes....its nice to reminiece....and i cant spell reminiece...:-/ reason enough to watch kiddy things so i can be teached more better. :-p
14. Did you have braces?
Nope. Kinda wanted some because of the space in the front of my teeth, but then again, that would look weird if there wasnt a space.
15. Are you comfortable with your height?
Depending on the circumstance, but for the most part, nearly 5'7'' is nice. I would be 5'7'' if i didnt have flat feet. At concert, its okay but when someone who has a titan and a giant for parents stands in front, there is little to be helped.
16. What is the most romantic thing someone of the preferred sex has done for you?
Jassen is the king of the romance. Sometimes, i dont know how to respond to some of the wonderful things that he does end up doing for me, whether he realizes he is doing them or not. It really is the small things, but it was sweet and good timing when on Valentine's day, we went out to Burger King...:-p and then when we got back home, there was a Nintendo DS waiting for me. He said it wasnt a Vday gift but it was something he had been wanting to get for me for a wee bit. It was still sweet nonetheless. Also, when Jassen managed to get a hold of sold out V-Festival 2004, which enticed me to come over to England for 2 weeks last August. But really its the little things.
17. When do you know it's love?
Imitating a fart
*fuuuuuuuuuuurtt...hiss*
What the heck was that!!!
18. Do you speak any other languages?
Hmm....Bits of French, Spanish, Creole(Broken French), Greek, and Hebrew. I know things best in writing, so i can see it.
19. Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
Do i look like i see the sun or radiation??:-p
20. What magazines do you read?
Edge-Computer crap, Maxim(crap), sometimes Rolling stone, and random ones that catch my eye.
21. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Ive been in a Hummer limo when a big group of us traveled to Excalibur Club(Chicago) for my friend Karen's 21st.
I remember dancing with this 33 year old dude, developed a crush, he had a daughter from a previous marriage, he was an awesome dancer, we sweated our butts off, but we never exchanged numbers, and life has given me better.:-p
22. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
My Grandma Ard and Grandpa Ard, My Grandpa Abbott, and not necessarily close but i loved and respected was my teacher Mr Cope that committed suicide back in December.
23. Do you watch mtv?
I use to, the time when the first real world came out and was popular and Mtv still had music videos...then i moved to the sister station VH1 cuz they were the ones with the videos, and then that died out and i went to Much music that turned into Fuse(Based in toronto canada and ive been there)...*big sighs*
24. What's something that really annoys you?
Hahaha...lots of things annoy me.
I hate when im trying to relax and either any and all interruptions that can happen, happen or I feel restless and talk myself out of relaxing.
25. What's something you really like?
Like Liza, i like people watching as well. I also like to talk about life with small groups of people, and being creative and producing something positive out of it.
26. Do you like Michael Jackson?
His cousins are nice. Michael, he just seems confused, but he is more publicly honest about it, that it seems very anti-establishment, but the question is, does he even realize it.
27. Can you dance?
Oh yea...and so can my sweet pants!
28. What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
There was one time when i didnt sleep for 36 hours....i think i went to sleep like 5 at night.
29. Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
Never and never been in a hospital except to visit people.*knocks on wood*
30. Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
Oh yes...i like understand people and their thoughts and views as well as perspections on things.
Back from the Dead
Yea....ive been not so much blogging as of late.
Please forgive me, I'll do better this time around.
It was a nice little break, but I really do enjoy putting my thoughts down on paper, cuz honestly, I think I have a bit of a knack in it. It probably doesnt hurt the fact that I am Gemini, the sign that is tops at communicating, so maybe my star chart has something to do with it, or not.
:-S
So, there have been lots in the world happening as of late.
There was that Asian Earthquake in which over 20,000 people have been reported dead and it can reach up in the amounts of 40,000. That is really sucky in a major way and I hope people will recover in some fashion.
But honestly,...isnt there something inside of you that kinda snickers at the situations like...ooooh 20,000 dead how sad *grin*....its like a sick side of you that welcomes disasters left and right and then you feel sorry and talk about the destruction?
Humans love destroying things and death...its like in life, death is the obsession....and maybe in death, it either doesnt matter or the dead obsess about the waste in life that they had....who knows...
Even if you read and dont agree....deep down inside, you know it to be true.....its the perks of being human.
Ill post more later...so, until thing...adieu....catcha lata!
Please forgive me, I'll do better this time around.
It was a nice little break, but I really do enjoy putting my thoughts down on paper, cuz honestly, I think I have a bit of a knack in it. It probably doesnt hurt the fact that I am Gemini, the sign that is tops at communicating, so maybe my star chart has something to do with it, or not.
:-S
So, there have been lots in the world happening as of late.
There was that Asian Earthquake in which over 20,000 people have been reported dead and it can reach up in the amounts of 40,000. That is really sucky in a major way and I hope people will recover in some fashion.
But honestly,...isnt there something inside of you that kinda snickers at the situations like...ooooh 20,000 dead how sad *grin*....its like a sick side of you that welcomes disasters left and right and then you feel sorry and talk about the destruction?
Humans love destroying things and death...its like in life, death is the obsession....and maybe in death, it either doesnt matter or the dead obsess about the waste in life that they had....who knows...
Even if you read and dont agree....deep down inside, you know it to be true.....its the perks of being human.
Ill post more later...so, until thing...adieu....catcha lata!
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Today...
has been a slow day, but thats alright cuz i got TGI Fridays to look forward to!!
Mucho excitedo!!
It's been a bit of an overcast day...havent been outside yet, but I will to taste the bittersweet reality of fall time in London.
I've been playing Super Mario 3 emulator games and im on the 8th world, go me!
I remember being 10 or 11 years old, and for my birthday, I really really REALLY wanted the game. So, when my birthday came around or the day before, my dad game back from Toys R Us with the game in hand. I said THANK YOU and ran to my nintendo to pop in the game. Ah, those were the days.
My mom is a game addict. I remember back in the day, her and my dad would battle it out when it came to getting high scores etc with the game KLAX on Sega Genesis(or what the Brits call the Sega Master System) 16 bits of love, COMIN ATCHA REAAAL GOOD!!
One of my other favourite games on the Nintendo was Pinbot. Loved it!!
I think my boo might be home so ta to all!!
x
Mucho excitedo!!
It's been a bit of an overcast day...havent been outside yet, but I will to taste the bittersweet reality of fall time in London.
I've been playing Super Mario 3 emulator games and im on the 8th world, go me!
I remember being 10 or 11 years old, and for my birthday, I really really REALLY wanted the game. So, when my birthday came around or the day before, my dad game back from Toys R Us with the game in hand. I said THANK YOU and ran to my nintendo to pop in the game. Ah, those were the days.
My mom is a game addict. I remember back in the day, her and my dad would battle it out when it came to getting high scores etc with the game KLAX on Sega Genesis(or what the Brits call the Sega Master System) 16 bits of love, COMIN ATCHA REAAAL GOOD!!
One of my other favourite games on the Nintendo was Pinbot. Loved it!!
I think my boo might be home so ta to all!!
x
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Symbols in dreams--
In continuing from the dream discussed below, here are some more symbols that I looked up pertaining to my dream.
REFRIGERATOR
To see or open a refrigerator in your dream, represents your chilling personality and/or cold emotions. The dream may also be telling you need to put some goal, plan, or situation on hold. Alternatively, it signifies that you have found and accomplished what you have been unconsciously seeking.
(There were two fridges. The one on the left was normal. The one on the right was locked, but then was opened when I wasn’t paying that close attention. This is where 13 eggs came into play and there was a need to get fresher ones)
ABROAD(ROAD)
To dream of being abroad in a foreign land, indicates an unbalance and chaos to your current situation and condition. Consequently, you may seek for a change in scenery.
ROAD
To see a road in your dream, indicates your sense of direction and pursuit of your goals. To see a winding and bumpy road in your dream, signifies that will find many obstacles and setbacks toward your goals. You may be met with unexpected difficulties. If the road is dark, then it reflects the darker or more frightening choices which you have made or are making.
To see a smooth road bordered by green trees and flowers, denotes a steady progress and steady climb up the social ladder. If the road is straight and narrow, then it means that your path to success is going according as planned.
To see an unknown road in your dream, signifies that you new project will cause more grief than it is worth and a waste of time.
(It was a busy road and it felt like Chicago but It was something of a mix between London and Chicago.)
BATHROOM
To dream that you are in the bathroom, relates to your instinctual urges. You may be experiencing some burdens/feelings and need to "relieve yourself". Alternatively, it may symbolize purification and self-renewal. You need to cleanse yourself, both emotionally and psychologically.
To dream that you are in a public restroom with no stalls, signifies your frustrations about getting enough privacy. It may also indicate that you are having difficulties letting go of old emotions. If you reveal these feelings, you are afraid that others around you will judge and criticize you.
To dream that you can not find the bathroom, signifies that you are have difficulties in releasing and expressing your emotions.
( I was passing by a public restroom. I was going to go inside but I decided to continue on. I felt like I had a deadline to be somewhere.)
TRIP
To dream that you are going on a trip, suggests that you are in need of a change of scenery. You are feeling overworked and need to take time out for yourself for some fun and relaxation.
(Madonna and I were going to catch a flight.)
HIPS
To notice your hips in your dream, represents your mobility adaptability to some situation. It relates to getting things done.
LEGS
To see your legs in your dream, indicate that you have regained confidence to stand up and take control again. It also implies progress and your ability to navigate through life. If your legs are weak, then you may be feeling emotionally vulnerable. If you see someone else's legs, then it represents your admiration for that person. You need to adopt some of the ways that this person does things.
To dream that you legs are wounded or crippled, signifies a lack of balance, autonomy, or independence in your life. You may be unable or unwilling to stand up for yourself. Perhaps you are lacking courage and refuse to make a stand. If your dream that one of your leg is shorter than the other, then it suggests that there is some imbalance in some aspect of your life. You are placing more emphasis and weight on one thing, while ignoring other important aspects that need attention as well.
FATHER
To see your father in your dream, symbolizes authority and protection. It suggests that you need to be more self-reliant. Consider also your waking relationship with your father.
(My dad was in the beginning of the dream and then disappeared.)
SINGER
To see a famous singer in your dream, represents harmony and some divine influence or vibrations. It indicates glorification of the human spirit. Consider also your general impression of this singer and how those specific qualities may be triggered by someone or some situation in your waking life.
MADONNA
To see the Madonna in your dream, symbolizes the mystical mother and the giver of life and beauty. It also signifies blessings.
(Hahaha…I know it was Madonna the singer, but I felt the need to look this up since she was being motherly towards me.)
GIRLS
To see a girl in your dream, represents your playful, innocent, and childlike nature. Perhaps you have been behaving prematurely.
BOYS
If you are female and dream that you see or are a boy, then it indicates that you are developing the masculine aspects of character. Alternatively, it may represent your feelings about a real-life boy who is important and significant to you. You may have a crush on this boy and your waking thoughts of him has carried over into the dream world. Your motherly instincts may be taking over.
(The teenagers that I saw.)
DOG
To see a dog in your dream, indicate a skill that you have ignored or forgotten, but needs to be activated. Alternatively, dogs may symbolize intuition, loyalty, generosity, protection, and fidelity. Your own values and intentions will enable you to go forward in the world and succeed. If the dog is vicious and/or growling, then it signifies some inner conflict within yourself. It may indicate betrayal and untrustworthiness. If the dog is dead or dying, then it indicates a loss of a good friend. Alternatively, it represents a deterioration of your instincts. Also consider common notions associated with the word dog, such as loyalty ("man's best friend") and to be "treated like a dog".
(Dogs racing at the track.)
FIELD
To see green fields in your dream, symbolizes great abundance, freedom, and happiness. You may also be going through a period of personal growth. Alternatively, this dream may simply be an expression for your love of nature.`
(Field that I walked through after I saw the dog track and stands.)
CAFETERIA
To dream that you are in a cafeteria, denotes that there may be a lot of issues "eating" you up inside.
(The buffet that was in the store.)
FESTIVAL
To dream that you are at festival, signifies indifference to the cold realities of life and you are acting to old before you time. You will never want, but will be largely dependent on others.
(Since I couldn’t find dog race and there were bunches of people around like it was a festival)
STORE(SHOP)
To dream of grocery or convenience store, suggests that you are emotionally and mentally strained. Alternatively, you may be brainstorming for new ideas or looking for the various choices out there for you.
REFRIGERATOR
To see or open a refrigerator in your dream, represents your chilling personality and/or cold emotions. The dream may also be telling you need to put some goal, plan, or situation on hold. Alternatively, it signifies that you have found and accomplished what you have been unconsciously seeking.
(There were two fridges. The one on the left was normal. The one on the right was locked, but then was opened when I wasn’t paying that close attention. This is where 13 eggs came into play and there was a need to get fresher ones)
ABROAD(ROAD)
To dream of being abroad in a foreign land, indicates an unbalance and chaos to your current situation and condition. Consequently, you may seek for a change in scenery.
ROAD
To see a road in your dream, indicates your sense of direction and pursuit of your goals. To see a winding and bumpy road in your dream, signifies that will find many obstacles and setbacks toward your goals. You may be met with unexpected difficulties. If the road is dark, then it reflects the darker or more frightening choices which you have made or are making.
To see a smooth road bordered by green trees and flowers, denotes a steady progress and steady climb up the social ladder. If the road is straight and narrow, then it means that your path to success is going according as planned.
To see an unknown road in your dream, signifies that you new project will cause more grief than it is worth and a waste of time.
(It was a busy road and it felt like Chicago but It was something of a mix between London and Chicago.)
BATHROOM
To dream that you are in the bathroom, relates to your instinctual urges. You may be experiencing some burdens/feelings and need to "relieve yourself". Alternatively, it may symbolize purification and self-renewal. You need to cleanse yourself, both emotionally and psychologically.
To dream that you are in a public restroom with no stalls, signifies your frustrations about getting enough privacy. It may also indicate that you are having difficulties letting go of old emotions. If you reveal these feelings, you are afraid that others around you will judge and criticize you.
To dream that you can not find the bathroom, signifies that you are have difficulties in releasing and expressing your emotions.
( I was passing by a public restroom. I was going to go inside but I decided to continue on. I felt like I had a deadline to be somewhere.)
TRIP
To dream that you are going on a trip, suggests that you are in need of a change of scenery. You are feeling overworked and need to take time out for yourself for some fun and relaxation.
(Madonna and I were going to catch a flight.)
HIPS
To notice your hips in your dream, represents your mobility adaptability to some situation. It relates to getting things done.
LEGS
To see your legs in your dream, indicate that you have regained confidence to stand up and take control again. It also implies progress and your ability to navigate through life. If your legs are weak, then you may be feeling emotionally vulnerable. If you see someone else's legs, then it represents your admiration for that person. You need to adopt some of the ways that this person does things.
To dream that you legs are wounded or crippled, signifies a lack of balance, autonomy, or independence in your life. You may be unable or unwilling to stand up for yourself. Perhaps you are lacking courage and refuse to make a stand. If your dream that one of your leg is shorter than the other, then it suggests that there is some imbalance in some aspect of your life. You are placing more emphasis and weight on one thing, while ignoring other important aspects that need attention as well.
FATHER
To see your father in your dream, symbolizes authority and protection. It suggests that you need to be more self-reliant. Consider also your waking relationship with your father.
(My dad was in the beginning of the dream and then disappeared.)
SINGER
To see a famous singer in your dream, represents harmony and some divine influence or vibrations. It indicates glorification of the human spirit. Consider also your general impression of this singer and how those specific qualities may be triggered by someone or some situation in your waking life.
MADONNA
To see the Madonna in your dream, symbolizes the mystical mother and the giver of life and beauty. It also signifies blessings.
(Hahaha…I know it was Madonna the singer, but I felt the need to look this up since she was being motherly towards me.)
GIRLS
To see a girl in your dream, represents your playful, innocent, and childlike nature. Perhaps you have been behaving prematurely.
BOYS
If you are female and dream that you see or are a boy, then it indicates that you are developing the masculine aspects of character. Alternatively, it may represent your feelings about a real-life boy who is important and significant to you. You may have a crush on this boy and your waking thoughts of him has carried over into the dream world. Your motherly instincts may be taking over.
(The teenagers that I saw.)
DOG
To see a dog in your dream, indicate a skill that you have ignored or forgotten, but needs to be activated. Alternatively, dogs may symbolize intuition, loyalty, generosity, protection, and fidelity. Your own values and intentions will enable you to go forward in the world and succeed. If the dog is vicious and/or growling, then it signifies some inner conflict within yourself. It may indicate betrayal and untrustworthiness. If the dog is dead or dying, then it indicates a loss of a good friend. Alternatively, it represents a deterioration of your instincts. Also consider common notions associated with the word dog, such as loyalty ("man's best friend") and to be "treated like a dog".
(Dogs racing at the track.)
FIELD
To see green fields in your dream, symbolizes great abundance, freedom, and happiness. You may also be going through a period of personal growth. Alternatively, this dream may simply be an expression for your love of nature.`
(Field that I walked through after I saw the dog track and stands.)
CAFETERIA
To dream that you are in a cafeteria, denotes that there may be a lot of issues "eating" you up inside.
(The buffet that was in the store.)
FESTIVAL
To dream that you are at festival, signifies indifference to the cold realities of life and you are acting to old before you time. You will never want, but will be largely dependent on others.
(Since I couldn’t find dog race and there were bunches of people around like it was a festival)
STORE(SHOP)
To dream of grocery or convenience store, suggests that you are emotionally and mentally strained. Alternatively, you may be brainstorming for new ideas or looking for the various choices out there for you.
Messed up dreams...
:-S
Well, where to begin.
Lately, my dreams have become more vivid, short little excerpts as well as weird to the nth degree.
I usually have about 2 to 3 sessions of dreams and to me, they dont seem to last that long and i end up waking up almost right after. Either that or i get out of my dream fast cuz i don't want to be there.
For example, about 30 minutes ago or so:
i was walking about...


i thought that my dad was somewhere....walking with me


but then he disappeared out of the picture


i went up some steps

near a busy road...


and these steps lead up to a public bathroom


i walked past..


then down another set of steps


and then i was somehow walking around near a dog racing track


i was walking down stands


and everything literally was made of brick


one section was steep


and i hurried down that


i then was walking in an open field


and there were so many teenagers around

throughout the dream sequence

annoying ones that were dressed up like adults


all of a sudden, i was in a shop


it was a big shop

and madonna was there


it ended up that she was my mom


long lost mom


and her and i were planning a trip somewhere


i then looked over and she was trying toopen up a locked fridge


her, some lady, and i were making a grocery list to get thin gs


but the thing was that we were already in a shop


so, that didnt make sense


the package of eggs had 13

instead of 12 and there was a mini convo on packages of 3 or 4


so, i continued to walk about in the store and it turned into a buffet


and i was getting a little bit of food on my plate


i had tons of carrots on my plate as well as some sliced ham


i went over to madonna

and i was comparing my hips with hers(hers were smaller and legs as well)


while we sat down


and she was like...there is no need to compare

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So, i woke up and was like what the eff!
I felt the need to look up some things just to savour my curiousity.
http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/
13
"Thirteen is a paradoxical number which means death and birth, end and beginning, and change and transition. It is symbolic of obstacles that are standing on your way and must overcome. You must work hard and persevere in order to succeed and reach your goals"
3
"Three signifies life, vitality, inner strength, completion, imagination, creativity, energy, and self-exploration. Three stands for trilogy as in the past, present, and future or father, mother, and child, etc."
4
"Four denotes stability, physical limitations, hard labor and earthly things, as in the four corners of the earth. It also stands for materialistic matters. You get things done.''
WELL!! I will be going through a transition, so thats for sure. I think I'll look up other symbols for this as well. It was vivid for a reason.
x
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Just wanted to say...
Hi. So hello to all, I hope all is well. Not getting too much spam if you don't have the verification bull-honky up. Congrats to my lovely good best bud Valerie for getting a job in Michigan. You are awesome in what you do, so keep at it! COngrats to my friends Missy and Mindy(twin sisters) that got jobs at Starbucks which is my aim upon coming back to the states!(please verify this to be true cuz i heard it second hand from Nicole and need more proof!!! :-) Hope work is going well for all in the working word, such as Jassen, my mom, and my dad, and my sis, and Liza, and Lisa, and Crystal, and Vishwa, all of yous! Much love. x
Messenger speak(feel free to add yur 2 cents(pence)
OK...i love the idea of the internet...with the fact that it helps people to communicate that in normal or rather "normal" circumstances would not. Ive noticed that over time, ive developed common speak or words that i say all the time. In a way its a bit annoying, so that's why i liked to speak more in detail online rather than just these cuz after a while, is the other person in the conversation still taking you seriously...even if you mean the words??
Words really only say so much
but here is my list of things that i often say online.
Feel free to add yours as well!!
me- thats cool, uh huh, i c, i see, you know what i mean, umm...ok?, ok, coo boo, i love you(which i do), mwazhies, so whatcha up to? whats new? whats happening? whats going on?, im tired, *sighs*, you know what?, hehe, haha, LOL!funny. weird. weirdo. thats odd! ehem.*coughs*
Words really only say so much
but here is my list of things that i often say online.
Feel free to add yours as well!!
me- thats cool, uh huh, i c, i see, you know what i mean, umm...ok?, ok, coo boo, i love you(which i do), mwazhies, so whatcha up to? whats new? whats happening? whats going on?, im tired, *sighs*, you know what?, hehe, haha, LOL!funny. weird. weirdo. thats odd! ehem.*coughs*
Monday, October 03, 2005
I love food...
maybe a little too much.
:-p
I made a sammich, ham and cheese on wheat bread, and didnt realize that burgers and fries were made, so i took some of those as well.
:-S
I made a review for yahoo in hopes of winning a car, so wish me luck.
The review was on the Millenium Park in Chicago.
It had to be 2-3 paragraphs, etc.
Here it is!:-p
-----------
It was a simple mistake. My boyfriend and I were a bit lost in trying to find Randolph Street Station walking back from Navy Pier. But this miscalculation in direction proved to be a cool twist of fate called Millennium Park!
As we quickly marched towards what seemed to be our destination, we were puzzled and awe-struck by what seemed to be a diamond in the rough. Not only was the park a perfect blend for the city of Chicago, the atmosphere there had the innate ability to set ones troubles aside and make you appreciate the finer qualities in life.
The park is symbolistic of its city's nature. It is there to be discovered, if one chooses to seek it as well as it encapsulates the idea that even in a city where life is seen faster paced, that life really is about enjoying the small and most wonderful things that seem to stumble into your life when you least expect it.
-----------
There was a partial eclipes of the sun today, but it was a bit hard to tell because it was mostly cloudy. It felt more dark than looked it, if that makes sense to anyone.
What if the sun burnt out??
Well, we wouldnt know it for about 8 mins, due to how long the light takes to travel.
Did you know that there are sunspot cycles on the sun? oh yes, they last a total of 22 years, but happen 11 years in the southern hemisphere and then repeat the pattern on the Northern.
Do you ever feel like the more you learn, the less you know??
I do.
I like being naive to things and then the discover of its wonderment is cool for a small while and then it wears off and leaves me less enchanted about things.
Alright, moving right along...
Jassen and I are turning into movie bummmms.
Yesterday alone, we watched Toy Story, Patch Adams, BladeRunner, and Snl:Best of Chris Rock. I feel like there was something else in the mixup but i might be wrong.
The day before, we watched The world according to Garp, so if you are in a mood for a bad movie with a crapass ending, see this winner!!
Jassen: If you can think of any other movies weve seen over the past fews days, give us a shout out!!
My mind has gone officially -----(fill in the spaces to spell blank)Oh...my humours hurts my stomach,:-p
x
:-p
I made a sammich, ham and cheese on wheat bread, and didnt realize that burgers and fries were made, so i took some of those as well.
:-S
I made a review for yahoo in hopes of winning a car, so wish me luck.
The review was on the Millenium Park in Chicago.
It had to be 2-3 paragraphs, etc.
Here it is!:-p
-----------
It was a simple mistake. My boyfriend and I were a bit lost in trying to find Randolph Street Station walking back from Navy Pier. But this miscalculation in direction proved to be a cool twist of fate called Millennium Park!
As we quickly marched towards what seemed to be our destination, we were puzzled and awe-struck by what seemed to be a diamond in the rough. Not only was the park a perfect blend for the city of Chicago, the atmosphere there had the innate ability to set ones troubles aside and make you appreciate the finer qualities in life.
The park is symbolistic of its city's nature. It is there to be discovered, if one chooses to seek it as well as it encapsulates the idea that even in a city where life is seen faster paced, that life really is about enjoying the small and most wonderful things that seem to stumble into your life when you least expect it.
-----------
There was a partial eclipes of the sun today, but it was a bit hard to tell because it was mostly cloudy. It felt more dark than looked it, if that makes sense to anyone.
What if the sun burnt out??
Well, we wouldnt know it for about 8 mins, due to how long the light takes to travel.
Did you know that there are sunspot cycles on the sun? oh yes, they last a total of 22 years, but happen 11 years in the southern hemisphere and then repeat the pattern on the Northern.
Do you ever feel like the more you learn, the less you know??
I do.
I like being naive to things and then the discover of its wonderment is cool for a small while and then it wears off and leaves me less enchanted about things.
Alright, moving right along...
Jassen and I are turning into movie bummmms.
Yesterday alone, we watched Toy Story, Patch Adams, BladeRunner, and Snl:Best of Chris Rock. I feel like there was something else in the mixup but i might be wrong.
The day before, we watched The world according to Garp, so if you are in a mood for a bad movie with a crapass ending, see this winner!!
Jassen: If you can think of any other movies weve seen over the past fews days, give us a shout out!!
My mind has gone officially -----(fill in the spaces to spell blank)Oh...my humours hurts my stomach,:-p
x
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Do you ever...
fall asleep with no intention to sleep?
Is that the threshold of being a young adult to an adult?
I noticed the older I get, the more i like to nap.
Last night, Jassen and I set out to eat at a restaurant called Old Orleans. It has really nice food as well as service(for British standards). We got there and the wait is for about 45 mins. I was like, Heck nooooo...so, we ended up walking to McDs. :-p After, we headed to Krispy Kreme next door to overindulge.
It's kinda funny...for years and years, ive always wanted to start getting my legs in shape. Now, when I am starting to see results of that, due to walking and stairstepping, my pudge is getting worse and im getting the thing I would like to call a "tire belly". It's where you feel like a tire of fat is being made around your middle section. That's my issue, but i know what nasty little things are doing this, so when back in the states no...
1.)Fries
2.)Less meat
3.)More cereal and grains
4.)Fruits and veggies
5.)Use of elliptical machine and pilates dvd
:-)
In no time, i should thin back up as well as tone and all will be well in Jen's head.
Side note, it kinda sucks being awake so early on in the morning. I hope my typing isnt messing with J's sleep. :-p
Is that the threshold of being a young adult to an adult?
I noticed the older I get, the more i like to nap.
Last night, Jassen and I set out to eat at a restaurant called Old Orleans. It has really nice food as well as service(for British standards). We got there and the wait is for about 45 mins. I was like, Heck nooooo...so, we ended up walking to McDs. :-p After, we headed to Krispy Kreme next door to overindulge.
It's kinda funny...for years and years, ive always wanted to start getting my legs in shape. Now, when I am starting to see results of that, due to walking and stairstepping, my pudge is getting worse and im getting the thing I would like to call a "tire belly". It's where you feel like a tire of fat is being made around your middle section. That's my issue, but i know what nasty little things are doing this, so when back in the states no...
1.)Fries
2.)Less meat
3.)More cereal and grains
4.)Fruits and veggies
5.)Use of elliptical machine and pilates dvd
:-)
In no time, i should thin back up as well as tone and all will be well in Jen's head.
Side note, it kinda sucks being awake so early on in the morning. I hope my typing isnt messing with J's sleep. :-p
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