I am one of the biggest procrastinators I know! I have been doing my usual and daily internet rounds, but when I find sites and such that strike up an interest, I just get SUCKED in!!
For the past 1.5 hours, I have been struggling to go and exercise. I know that if I get it done early, I will feel a nice sense of completion, accomplishing something that is for myself, which is a really nice feeling. I have been doing exercises everyday since the beginning of the New Year, which is 56 days or 8 weeks!!!! Yay for me.:-)
Another thing is the attempt in looking for a job. The motivation is totally not there, but I need to will myself to try, cuz chances are that there is something out there for me, to make money, to bring money into our household of two(plus our kits).
It was soooo easy to get a job the last time and on multiple occasions, usually coming out of people at agencies that I have visited, tell me I should have stuck with it. I wasn't happy, wanted to try something new, a change in direction, but I guess I had more faith in finding a job within a month or so, and now it is edging closer to the 3 month mark. YIKES!
Send me some good vibes, peeps!
Thanks.
x
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
What stands between...
me and progress, is my self.
I've come to a point in which I find that I am battling with myself....my lack of confidence in my skills and my ability to complete things. It has been 2 months since I left my job at the bookshop, and part of me kinda wishes I still had that job for money security purposes. Although, I wasn't mentally happy there, hence wanting a different kind of job.
I've signed up at an agency, have been with that agency for now a month and still they have yet to give me any sort of work. Tomorrow, I intend on doing a "sit-in" service, which isn't one that someone calls in and you automatically run to the job, but that if someone calls up for workers, and you fit the criteria they ask for, then it sets you up with working the following day, week, etc. *sighs*
Part of me just wants to give up, become a hermit, but I know that would eat me up on the inside. I look forward to the weekend. I kinda see it as a little oasis that doesn't last for too long, but it's enough for a breather and for me to forget the fact that I am jobless. I think by the end of this month, if I am not set up with a job, I will look for minor little whatever jobs just to get some money flowing a bit.
I've come to a point in which I find that I am battling with myself....my lack of confidence in my skills and my ability to complete things. It has been 2 months since I left my job at the bookshop, and part of me kinda wishes I still had that job for money security purposes. Although, I wasn't mentally happy there, hence wanting a different kind of job.
I've signed up at an agency, have been with that agency for now a month and still they have yet to give me any sort of work. Tomorrow, I intend on doing a "sit-in" service, which isn't one that someone calls in and you automatically run to the job, but that if someone calls up for workers, and you fit the criteria they ask for, then it sets you up with working the following day, week, etc. *sighs*
Part of me just wants to give up, become a hermit, but I know that would eat me up on the inside. I look forward to the weekend. I kinda see it as a little oasis that doesn't last for too long, but it's enough for a breather and for me to forget the fact that I am jobless. I think by the end of this month, if I am not set up with a job, I will look for minor little whatever jobs just to get some money flowing a bit.
Sunday, February 01, 2009
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