Saturday, July 30, 2005

Sometimes...

I feel like when im not living my life
some other force is doing it for me
a life force, or whatever you will like to call it.

Ive been thinking about this concept lately; that maybe if you dont make your purpose then there is
a sort of automatic default built in that triggers at a certain point in your life.

I mean, it has been said by folks that if you dont do anything with your talents, that god will take them away. That might be the case for me in the next few years if I dont do something productive with what i got.

I got a few talents.

1. I can sing and have a unique voice and a golden ear for music.
2. I can sketch well and have my own distinct style
3. I can write like the wind at times and I have the ability to paint pictures
with my thoughts, ideas, and expression.

I always thinking that I am quick-witted(although logic often escapes me), have a semi-dry sense of humour, I am an emotional person(which gets the best of me alot of the times), and a good person, at least by my definition of good.

Im just an artsy person that wants to express myself in a unique way and make a difference in peoples lives; in a positive way. Like I was saying, I hesitate alot when it comes to delivering and dishing out ideas and then standing by them to water em daily.

I have the tendency to just do something quickly, get the pat on the back I want, and move on. When it comes to art, I like to sketch people's profiles and then let them have the picture for themselves, so when it comes to proof that I can do something, it is a matter of proving it in the now and thats all i really got. Maybe i should start making copies of things with a machine copier. Ive done that once with a friend Debbie.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Everybody does have a "Talent" of some type. We just tend have the "Grass is greener on the other side" mentality. Thinking others have better talents. Your Talent is there inside you whether you are aware of it or not. Sometimes it is the ability to make someone smile. Perhaps you may not realize how much they needed to smile.

Jen said...

Crystal== Im sure that there are many unconventional talents that are left buried beneath the surface in someone. It is just a matter of time and courage for that person to let it out if ever.

I am not really to say if everyone has a talent. I guess that is really for each individual person to define that(talent), since it is too far into being a personal thang.

and anonymous is on the right track to another view of it as well.

Jen said...

I think i just realized that the anon comment above is from none other than my dad...HELLO!!!

*kisses*