I want a frosty!!!

Mmm....Wendy's....with dipping french fries!!!

Okay...messed up dream time!!

IN my dream, it was the end of the world.

I was on the ground, working on something like a mess of metal wires or mechanical.
I am at Jassen's feet and I see Reuben come up from the left. He stares off into the right and I guess that tons and tons of people are on the run.

I look up at Jassen and he sloooowly pulls me upward so that we could step on the hot foot.
All of a sudden, I am in room in which I am gathering up some belongings. Jassen then says that I really shouldnt pack too much, cuz since it was the end of the world, that there wouldnt be a point, but he didnt say that, i more or less felt that.

I then think or say, well....id rather take the off-chance that things will work out or ill survive. I am looking under a bed and i see a horde of my childhood toys and i grab berry, my lil bear that has been around longing than me that was given to me by a family friend name Bruce(cool dude/is borrowing my season 1 dead like me).

Oh...cant wait to get season 2(the last season cuz ratings sucked but dvd sales skyrocketed...strange)....but yea..

I grab my teddy bear, a few other essentials, as well as cat snacks, and the kittens and POOF im in a car.

I am sitting on the right side in the back seat. Jassen is suppose to be to my left and i think both of my parents are so how in the front seat as well as my sister. She actually has a pet as well, and its a little black and white dog, still a puppy.

FOr some reason, it is sitting in the front seat by itself, just chillin'. We are going towards my high school and then for some reason, were then going the other way, without my sister. All of a sudden, her dog turns into a bird, that then have the privelage of see dancing in a mardi gras parade. It was very much like a cartoon. I was then afraid that the bird would attack the kits, so i was not cool with that.

I then am teleported back to my house in the states and low and behold, my dad has a secret room behind the cabinets in the back hallway. It was just a small little room, but enough to set in. I felt like i was at a reception hall and my parents owned it. There was a guy that was my dad was talking with. He was trying to get a bargain, cuz he had dealt with this dude 2 other times that day. Apparently the guy didnt want to make a sale or just wanted to piss my dad off. My dad then threw his credits cards and paper at the guy, it missed and fell to the ground behind the man. It was like he was dealing with someone near a clothes rack all the while a mardi gras parade was going on. There was a lady who had a revealing dress that had the j-lo strip all the way to the ground, if you get my drift. It was a blue and silver outfit.:-S

There were then issues with my folks as i looked at a picture that had rings around it that continued into infinity. I believe my dad was trying to get more of those rings, cuz it had something to do with immortality.

I then recall being in a car, in which my mom was driving. She was driving, BRITISH STYLE, on the right hand side of the car, but on the right side. We turned right onto a hill and struggled to get up it.

Now, here is a really really graphic part of the dream. I forewarn you and put up the disclaimer that this is graphic and the fact that I am not a lesbian. Thank you.

I was sitting on the ground when all of a sudden, my cats disappeared and were replaced by half cats/half human. Then one creature spreads eagle and i went towards the private parts and rubbed, but it was a flat surface. All of a sudden, the looked at the privates area and it looked like a square shaped cup that was filling up with fluids. It was a yellow-ish/red-ish mixture that was filling and it was grossing me out. I then said, "This is grossing me out" and i heard my parents laugh near by. I then wanted to wake up, so i did.

I told Jassen this part and asked what he thought it meant, and he thought that it had something to do with pleasing the kits but not getting the right response that i would want from them.:-S

I wonder why i have alot of dreams about the end of the world. I guess there is imminent change in the air and there is no way around it, so i am trying to register that idea. My life is going to change again towards the end of next month and i dont know how to ready myself or prepare for it.

Kinda like Hermione, i like to read up and be prepared to give the right answers to things, but if you do that all the time, you miss the life in front of you.

I am doing that, because i am fearing what is to come and it ruins the time that i have left here, this time around. I get upset faster, more emotional, and dwell most of the day being negative or some form of it. I dont like that.

Life...the ever changing rollercoaster.

Here is a philosophy i see about life..

Shakespeare and other people have once said that life is a stage and people are the players, well people play roles, but dont necessary know their lines.

Oh, and i am jumping on the idea that Harry and Hermione are brother and sister and that will be the heart of Book 7 when it is released. Oh please please please....:-)