Thus far...

I've had an interesting morning.

Had a messed up sort of dream.

I was in a swimming pool that involved there being dead people,but they seemed very much alive.
It was a bit of a transition point, i believe. There were 3 levels of the swimming pool, one on top of another. When a person was at the bottom of the pool, they had to go through all three in order to get to the top. I mean, it was like one body of water but somehow i thought of it being divided in 3. You would get from the bottom level to the middle, expecting that you could breathe, but you wouldnt be allowed.

There were alot of older people at this joint.

One of the things that Ive been thinking alot about lately is a weird but noticable separation of self.

Think about this.

When you think about yourself, can you feel that through it all, there is a sense that everything will be okay, even in the grimest of times?? Like you can never truly be sad.

From experience, I ve gotten to the point of depression in which ive felt sooo sad, but never could be so extreme for a long amount of time. It was as though there was not a force not letting me so.

Deep down, i knew that inside of me was myself letting me not get that low.

Maybe some people see it as god stepping in, a helping hand,when you feel at your lowest point.

That might just be, but i believe that its your soul thats swirled in that mix-up.

I can honestly say that i can separate my brain from my mind(soul). They are two different things, but can they operate with out one another??

Okay...think about this. You are in a world of pain, you skinned yur knee after falling off a bicycle. Your mind is working when all of a sudden, you feel kinda lightheaded and out of body. You realize that you can see yourself about the pain and that its a mere passing phase like many things in life. Maybe endorphins shouldnt be included in this example.

If you are sitting down on the computer just typing, do you ever feel like you think faster than what your brain does? Like maybe your brain is trying to find a connection in making a point that can be realistically acted upon?

Ah well....ill explain the pt more later.

I finished reading Half-Blood Prince.

AHHHHH!!!!!!!

I want the 7th book to come out!!
Soooo sad.

I wont say much more about it, but if you havent read it or other Potter books...

DO!!

It's good.

:-)