Oy ya ya!

Im a bit nervous at the moment.

New jobs and environments kinda freak me out abit. I think its because its an unknown thing that I have to adjust to. The thing is, I know that it isnt a big deal and that things will be fine, cuz im new and there is room for any sorta mistakes. Im learning, but at the same time, I want to do something right the first time, so that there is no worries.

I know thats a bit impossible and I should leave room for fault but I think its something that I have been engrained with and need to work at getting better at accepting the fact that IM human and Im like everyone else....except that im uniquey and no one can take up the space where I am.

I exist. And if I realize I exist, I cant disappear. :-S Anywho.

Ive had 2 cups of coffee today with hazelnut creamer...Yummy yuummy...the only bad thing about having a coffee high is that there is a coffee loooow. So, for me, I tend to crash and burn. I love coffee and the caffeine but at the same time, it probably really isnt that great for me. I know that my mom and sis have issues with too much caffeine, so more than likely, it applies to me and I dont want to accept that fact.

Ive been drawing on and off the past few weeks and have drawn my friend Val, Natalie, and today was my friend Alli. They look pretty darn cool, but I just KNOW that when i take piccies to post, it will warp and distort it and make it not look exactly how it looks in person, but ill take pictures anywho and post them in the next day or so.

My goal is to build up an arty portfolio just because I can, cuz i have talent and such and should have some proof. I usually just draw people's profiles and then just giving it to them, leaving me with no proof of my artwork, except on the spot.

*sighs* I should probably think about getting ready for my orientation.

Deep breaths...DEEEEPPPPPP breaths...:-)

Hope you all have a nice day and evening!!!

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