It's 930, on a...

Saturday night.

Oh the highlights.

Listening to Frou frou and Im thinking about hunting down my Imogen Heap album to chill to some of her cool tunes.

Got my new Platinum card in the mail today, my other card hasnt worked for 2 days*thumbs down to cc company* and now waiting for new debit card so that both dont expire while overseas.

Will be notifying Barnes and Noble of my 2 weeks on the 26th. I'm nervous cuz I really dont want any negative flack from my manager/co-workers for this, but she looooves England, so hopefully she will be able to sympathesize with the fact. After I let the proverbial cat out of the bag, I will commence with taking pictures of my workmates and probably draw them, post them on this blog and all that fun stuff.

I am looking forward to projects on photoshop as well as AI. I was recommended another program called...shoot i forgot...it will come back to me, but it was something comparable to photoshop. It will come back to me, I swear.

I have a huge cd collection and about 200 or so cds with slip covers, but not the original garb for the cases. I am hoping to sell them for anywhere around 2-5 bucks. I hope that will fly with one of the nearby shops. If not, I dont know.

I am thinking about parting ways with a pignose amp, so hopefully I can make maybe 40-50 bucks from it, added on to about the 200 I will make from the sale of my bass after all the paypal shit.

My life
swimming up and downs in waves
like sound waves
hitting the walls of my head
only to bounce back
forever
and ever
and evermore

It's my decision
to tune it in
or tune it out
to turn it in
or turn it without the need of scrutiny

my love
is love
whether I shine the light on it or not

either I recognize my own beauty in things that I put beauty in
or not

I am
I am
whether I want to believe in myself or not

thats the unique thing about things
I can believe myself out of existance
but I am my biggest contradiction

cuz whether I am
or not, even though I am
I am...

something.

I believe in my own existance.
Do you in yours?