Project Runway

AHHHH!!!

Must see show....Ive been watching the last 4+ episodes and there are 5 designers left so its getting pretty intense!! I have a few favourites, but Ill only reveal them once they make the top 3(if they do)!

Overall, today was rather drab. I need to charge up da camera so i can continue on the picture-taking adventure!! I close tomorrow at work. It is strange to think that its really only a matter of 3-4 days of work left and then I will be waiting to leave next Thurs...nearly a week away....Honestly, I am on pins and needles and I cant wait...I cant wait for the change....the possibilities.....my life is turning another corner...for real.

I've been having the strangest of dreams as of late and had the hardest time trying to go to bed last night. It was like an internal struggle in my brain...I just wasnt allowing myself to sleep, even though i craved the rest. The rest factor, if you get my drift.

I am on day 3 of not eating past 7 and then watching what goes in my mouth, when, and drinking more water, less poppy stuffz, and apple cider vinegar at least twice a day.

I did some cleaning around the house, so that its not left a wreck before I leave and will probably continue straightening and organizing my room, since I love to organize.:-S

I can start to feel myself becoming more apathetic to things around me...so, i need to stop myself, re-evaluate what is going on, ground myself in the sense of a reality check, and just learn to take deeper breaths, which Jassen is always reminding me of. I had a lot a head of me, but really I need to take my life a day at a time, cuz its so fleeting really.

I was contemplating the ideas of death and how naive I am to my own that will occur someday. It makes me sad, cuz I feel that I have tons to accomplish and so much love to share in this form, so i need to get myself out of that particular mindset...its not healthy to dwell, but maybe use as a motivation for better things(and thats the line drawn).

I hope you all have a wonderful groundhog's day and remember, Mcds has burgers on sale for cheap!! if you are a beef eater that is...;-)