Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Video Blog
Yea...ive been staying away from chips/breads for well over a week...I slightly gave in, but tomorrow, I will do without for another week!! I swear.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Hey Vishwa!
Now that I got your attention!:-p
Salt and Pepper are WONDERFUL!
They just celebrated their 1 year old birthday a few weeks ago and they are growing!
Love them to bits!
Sincerely!
Anywho, at the moment, I am sitting in my bfs loft, putting a rather large bed frame together by myself. I felt the need for a challenge and so far, I am nearly 3 hours into it. The only thing that is left of the bed are 9 planks that go across the insides that will eventually hold the mattress.
I am waiting for the drill to charge so that I can finish this...so hence my break from it, and me blogging!
Devi, Jassen's mom was suppose to come and put the bed together with me, since it is hers, but she had the opportunity for an earlier eye consultation(since she lasered her eyes for better vision) and she has the beginnings of a small infection.
So, yea...i hope she appreciates my efforts without her.:-S
We shall see.
Ill try and blog more...we shall see.
Salt and Pepper are WONDERFUL!
They just celebrated their 1 year old birthday a few weeks ago and they are growing!
Love them to bits!
Sincerely!
Anywho, at the moment, I am sitting in my bfs loft, putting a rather large bed frame together by myself. I felt the need for a challenge and so far, I am nearly 3 hours into it. The only thing that is left of the bed are 9 planks that go across the insides that will eventually hold the mattress.
I am waiting for the drill to charge so that I can finish this...so hence my break from it, and me blogging!
Devi, Jassen's mom was suppose to come and put the bed together with me, since it is hers, but she had the opportunity for an earlier eye consultation(since she lasered her eyes for better vision) and she has the beginnings of a small infection.
So, yea...i hope she appreciates my efforts without her.:-S
We shall see.
Ill try and blog more...we shall see.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Dang-a-dang
I seriously have been out of the scene in regards to blogging. I think I will push myself to do it more, cuz it helps to vent out all of the garble rattling around in my head.
So, I am going to start doing Pilates again. It's been some time, but I feel when I do do pilates, there is an overwhelming, but good sense of refreshness!
Alright my little chickadees...
Bloggingly Yours,
Jen
So, I am going to start doing Pilates again. It's been some time, but I feel when I do do pilates, there is an overwhelming, but good sense of refreshness!
Alright my little chickadees...
Bloggingly Yours,
Jen
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Word of the day...
FREAKIN' HOT!!!
Alright...thats two words, but heck....IT'S HOT!!
English folks are weird and dont really know of the term CENTRAL HEATING/COOLING!
Radiators are the word.
So, that really doesnt help on the heat front.
I think I might die of heat stroke today..:-p
I had it once before in marching band...that was lots of fun.
:-S
keep cool folks!
x
Alright...thats two words, but heck....IT'S HOT!!
English folks are weird and dont really know of the term CENTRAL HEATING/COOLING!
Radiators are the word.
So, that really doesnt help on the heat front.
I think I might die of heat stroke today..:-p
I had it once before in marching band...that was lots of fun.
:-S
keep cool folks!
x
Friday, June 02, 2006
I do...
miss my family sometimes.
When I just want to give them a hug or a peck on the cheek...just a little squeeze letting the both of us know we are there for one another....a physical touch.
I get like this from time to time.
I love my mom's hugs...so comforting and warm, someone that I recognize with love.
And my dad, his hugs and arguments....those are a blessing, both of em.
And my sister's hugs and understanding ears...even though she steals my clothes like its her day job!
And the comfort of a friends company, Val.
Sadly, I am not one to have so many friends. I didnt really bring or nurture relationships from school so that they would be carried along with me, but I guess that it takes 2 to make any relationship to work. It doesnt work 1 sided really.
Another factor is me being 4,000 miles away.
I love being with Jassen, being near him, and I don't want to be in life without him, cuz he makes the world seem brighter, even at times I find myself in the dark.
Life is a balance....but what is life if it is in balanced for too long? Is that life, then? I dont think balance is the only way...its the imbalance that helps the balance...and vice versa...If something is too good for too long, something will come around to test it and test you.
Ive nearly been in the UK for 4 months.
Each time Im here for long boughts, it flies by faster and faster.
Is the reason behind this due to the fact I should be enjoying myself and being in the moment as much as possible?
I worry that I dont have enough time to enjoy.
And that's sad.
I really need to think myself out of that rut.
It does me no good.
I think too often, I say that time doesnt matter, but really it does.
And then I use time to measure my pleasure here.
When I passed the 3 month mark here, that's when I started to see my cup as half empty.
The internally struggling optpessimist!
Imagine a merry-go-round or one of those spinny things as a child, where you would run and push the round about, as fast as you could, then jump on in order to enjoy the ride.
You can look at your shoes or your legs or the center without feeling the slightest sick or dizzy, but once you look out and try to focus on what is too far off, you feel the sickness developing in the pit of your stomach and dizziness is the WORD!
*sighs*
Life is a merrygoround....pic your horse and enjoy the ride.
When I just want to give them a hug or a peck on the cheek...just a little squeeze letting the both of us know we are there for one another....a physical touch.
I get like this from time to time.
I love my mom's hugs...so comforting and warm, someone that I recognize with love.
And my dad, his hugs and arguments....those are a blessing, both of em.
And my sister's hugs and understanding ears...even though she steals my clothes like its her day job!
And the comfort of a friends company, Val.
Sadly, I am not one to have so many friends. I didnt really bring or nurture relationships from school so that they would be carried along with me, but I guess that it takes 2 to make any relationship to work. It doesnt work 1 sided really.
Another factor is me being 4,000 miles away.
I love being with Jassen, being near him, and I don't want to be in life without him, cuz he makes the world seem brighter, even at times I find myself in the dark.
Life is a balance....but what is life if it is in balanced for too long? Is that life, then? I dont think balance is the only way...its the imbalance that helps the balance...and vice versa...If something is too good for too long, something will come around to test it and test you.
Ive nearly been in the UK for 4 months.
Each time Im here for long boughts, it flies by faster and faster.
Is the reason behind this due to the fact I should be enjoying myself and being in the moment as much as possible?
I worry that I dont have enough time to enjoy.
And that's sad.
I really need to think myself out of that rut.
It does me no good.
I think too often, I say that time doesnt matter, but really it does.
And then I use time to measure my pleasure here.
When I passed the 3 month mark here, that's when I started to see my cup as half empty.
The internally struggling optpessimist!
Imagine a merry-go-round or one of those spinny things as a child, where you would run and push the round about, as fast as you could, then jump on in order to enjoy the ride.
You can look at your shoes or your legs or the center without feeling the slightest sick or dizzy, but once you look out and try to focus on what is too far off, you feel the sickness developing in the pit of your stomach and dizziness is the WORD!
*sighs*
Life is a merrygoround....pic your horse and enjoy the ride.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Well, Im a bit..
miffed.
This is the 2nd day, the second day that I feel very much so trapped in this bedroom, where I type my blog.
Motivation is a funny thing. It comes and goes, but ultimately its for you to give it the extra push if you want anything to result in the way you see fit.
My fumes are from my venting, or is it the other way around?
Source of my angry is this:
Jassen's brothers family is over, helping with fixing up Reuben's room(btw Reuben is super spoiled and a brat to top it)
Not only is it just the normal crew, as they are called, but also their dog Rocky.
Rocky doesnt like other animals.
Rocky eats other animals.
Rocky has killed a cat in the backgarden in the past.
So, if you realize that I have kittens, from the tons of pics from the past, you will start to see my concern.
Already, the kits have been staying in the room since the incident from Salt almost running out the backdoor(not going to get into that story), I have to have the door closed so they dont roam around, cuz Jassen and I are the only ones responsible. Plus, we want them as housecats...They live longer, no fleas, fights with other cats, diseases from other cats, or chances of getting hit by a car.
Anywho...Rocky is here...sniffing and whimpering and clawing at the door. When it comes to using the bathroom, I am afraid that he will manage to get inside the room and try to attack(actually will) attack my cats. He is a strong dog. No offensive and Ive already thought it out, if he manages to come in the room and try to attack my cats, I will hurt him.....bad.
I guess Im a bit of a violent person, but just protecting what i love.:-S
I dont know why they decided to bring the dog over...its really stupid on their part....really stupid....and yet again, im trapped.......part of me was thinking about using the cat litter to relieve myself, but I wont....ill manage somehow.
*sighs*
[/end of rant]
Salty
This is the 2nd day, the second day that I feel very much so trapped in this bedroom, where I type my blog.
Motivation is a funny thing. It comes and goes, but ultimately its for you to give it the extra push if you want anything to result in the way you see fit.
My fumes are from my venting, or is it the other way around?
Source of my angry is this:
Jassen's brothers family is over, helping with fixing up Reuben's room(btw Reuben is super spoiled and a brat to top it)
Not only is it just the normal crew, as they are called, but also their dog Rocky.
Rocky doesnt like other animals.
Rocky eats other animals.
Rocky has killed a cat in the backgarden in the past.
So, if you realize that I have kittens, from the tons of pics from the past, you will start to see my concern.
Already, the kits have been staying in the room since the incident from Salt almost running out the backdoor(not going to get into that story), I have to have the door closed so they dont roam around, cuz Jassen and I are the only ones responsible. Plus, we want them as housecats...They live longer, no fleas, fights with other cats, diseases from other cats, or chances of getting hit by a car.
Anywho...Rocky is here...sniffing and whimpering and clawing at the door. When it comes to using the bathroom, I am afraid that he will manage to get inside the room and try to attack(actually will) attack my cats. He is a strong dog. No offensive and Ive already thought it out, if he manages to come in the room and try to attack my cats, I will hurt him.....bad.
I guess Im a bit of a violent person, but just protecting what i love.:-S
I dont know why they decided to bring the dog over...its really stupid on their part....really stupid....and yet again, im trapped.......part of me was thinking about using the cat litter to relieve myself, but I wont....ill manage somehow.
*sighs*
[/end of rant]
Salty
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