and here I sit.
I feel like my brain is on delay somewhat.
I mean, I know that Jassen has left back for the UK, Ive seen the declarations of his landing back to his native land, it says 1005am or 1030am his time, while....here I sit, looking at the clock, as it ticks onto 536am my time.
I know he is no longer visiting, but I feel his jet clouds, his remanents sparkle clearly in my brain, but I feel a loss, like maybe losing an arm, or a major artery, something.
I don't think my brain wants to comprehend the truth, written in nearly 5,000 miles, the lack of body heat produced from one another, the lack of physical touch, a cuddle, a caress, a kiss that is ever longing.
Our love is one unending (sometimes syncopated) kiss, in and out of time, creating its own rhyme.
I miss him, but will realize this even more later.
My brain is on delay in a major way.
(at Jim Dandy's Diner)
2 comments:
:( I'm sorry you're missing him so much. I'm sure he's missing you just as much. I know how hard it can be.
HOWEVER,
that last pic (of the two of you at JD's) is just about the cutest thing I've ever seen.
Aw Val. You are too sweet.
:-)
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