Not up to much...

at the moment.

Just chilling in front of the puter with a lovely glass of pulpy orange juice.

I was reminded again how lucky American's got it. If you have never step outside of your countries door, to see the life that is outside it, really you should. It makes you realize just how convenient life is in the average american life. Personally, it's like biting into a pie, expecting it to be made of yummy fruits, but in reality, all you get is a mouthful of sugar.:-S

I crave the UK. Even the negativity of it. At least it's something going on, exciting in its underlying positive ways, the hustle and bustle of people, observing and making up stories of their lives, as one sits on a double-decker bus, even if you are waaaaay off the mark.

I miss being in the comfort of Jassen's presence. Even if we get angry at one another, at least we are co-existing, co-habitating in the same place, unlike how things are at the moment. It throws me off a bit. I mean, it's hard, not being around a loved one that you are use to and love like nothing other.

I am on day 10, I believe, of nooo coffee and pop and I do feel a bit lighter. Although the pounds arent dropping off that fast, I feel a better sense of well-being, less nervous and jumpy, and a bit more grounded. If I prove to lose more weight over the next few weeks, I think I will only treat myself to coffee every so often, but try not to make it something that I need and crave.