It's been a hard day's night...

and well, not really....I fib.

I worked today from 9-3, came home, had some food...chatted with Jassen, showered, then had some more food, as my parents were out and aboot and decided to bring home some white castle(ACE CHOICE!)...so, ive been nibbling bits of food here and there as well as drank some tea, cocoa, and 4-5 cups of water in the process. Also, My parents decided to do a HOUSE, md marathon, so I watched a few episodes of those. Yesterday and the day before was Boston Legal marathons and now...I feel that I am marathoned out!

After my parents crashed out and went to sleep, I watched the last episode of Heroes until the end of January of next year. It seems like a world away, but I look forward to more installments of the series. I do have to say that its an excellent show and if you have yet to see it, it is recommended that you find the time to do so, at least in this life time.;-)

I think tomorrow, I will tackle the elliptical machine that is now being housed in my room. My parents were planning on storing it in the garage, as its been sitting in my dad's studio for quite some time. There were times in which I wanted to use it, but it being behind locked doors, my motivation wasnt really feeling challenged into acting on my desires. So, here it is...in my room, wanting to get some use out of it.

My weight seems to be a bit stagnant, I just hope that it can get down to 160 when Jassen arrives, so that it will make it a well rounded 10 pounds of lost weight since he last saw me.:-s It's not so much about how I look with less way, but with more on how I feel.......not only lighter, but with more energy, wanting to take on the world, and being positive. Of course, I think I look better with less weight, I just feel the need to challenge myself on losing some pounds.

I am officially 22 pounds from my goal, set for next July......which is totally possible, and my year in goal which is a mere 7 pounds away. I will try my best to reach that, but if I don't I wont sweat it too much. I think I am losing weight at a healthy weight being as too much means that muscle is being lost and I dont want that to be the case. Healthy is good.:-)

Gosh, IM obsessive.:-/ I guess its because Im a world away from being 125, which is how much I weighed back in 2000. Granted I was a stick and didnt see it....my main goal is 140. Perfect for my height as well as self esteem, plus that means that I could probably fit into something like 5/6 or 7/8. At the moment, Im sporting 9/10.:-)

Jassen will be here visiting in a matter of 8 days...so, I am starting to get uberly pumped with that idea. It's been too long...our time apart and I need some serious time with him. I love him alot....alot alot.:-) I do consider myself fortunate, having this time apart, cuz as a co-worker said it the other day, "Jen, you two are definitely building something through this." And I think what she meant was that trust, honestly, love, respect, devotion, and so many other emotions have been on a major workout regiment, and what results is buff buff muscles to take on the world.;-) If we can get through things like distance(which I think we are pros at), when we are together, we ARE unstoppable.;-)

*sighs*

yup,...that's all I got for now.

Sleep time.

Night.