Very strange...

dreams as of late.

Had a dream about Wood Green, a section of London.....that I didnt want to be there alone. I saw a dead severed hand, bloated, with a cut. I later reflect back to it realizing I claimed it as my very own.....strange vibes, weird feelings....I had even more queer dreams last night/this morning....a youthful sister with short hair, teenager, a guy that is murdered, but then I go back in time, seeing how it all unfolded into being the case....

seeing how little things people do, cause an even greater affect towards the end. If you play a part, or don't.....you are involved, cuz you exist. Either you are a proverbial fly on the way, or you are active in a cause. Once again, even if you do or don't help a cause, you play a part. If you play a part, it's the same, but you are doing more of the pushing....Crazy to think about. Life is ultimately what you make of it....I'm glad that I do have the power of choice.

Good news! Jassen's dad Sam was moved to Royal Free Hospital yesterday, he has a private room, better care, quality of the equipment is superior, and he is just so happy to be there, knowing he will get better and push through! We drove up there, it took about an hour to get there, we park in a area on the side of the building that was a pay and display, only to get to the main doors to realize the fire alarm in the hospital was sounding off. At first they said that it was ventilation issues on the main floor, so people had to use different access points, which we did in order to visit Sam. Devi then had to go back to the car to put in more money and that's when she discovered that they roped off that small area of cars, so we were unable to get back to the car at that time. We spent, Jassen and I, more time with Sam, then made an exit back out, attempted to get back to the car, as it was already past 8 at night, the bobbie wouldnt allow it, since the car wasnt in his line of sight.:-/

He then said to try the other side, we walked around, asked the police there if we could leave. They said that it might be some time and then the officer said the funniest thing. He said, go to the pub, have a few pints and wait. Devi then CRACKED UP and pointed out that they expected her to have a few drinks, then drive? Maybe it was a ploy to stop her for drinking and driving. Damn, i should have recorded that!

We walked past the pub, found a kfc, had zinger meals, etc....I felt stuffed from a starbucks I had earlier, so i somewhat forced the food, hence my little fast im doing today for a bit....we then went back, found out the status of the car/hospital situation...Jassen talked to a reporter of a local news paper, so maybe we will be able to find his quotes....come to find out, there was really a chemical spill and I think they expected the ropes to stop the smells from wafting on over.:-S

We went inside the pub for less than a half hour....Devi and Jassen chatted with a dude previously from New Zealand who seemed a bit drunk...and then the police officer then came into the pub to find us and allowed us to leave. I think it was sometime past 930/10....I wasnt keeping track of time.

*sighs*

Strange day.