Disenchanted

by the distance
I am my biggest resistance
for happiness is under my sleeve
whether it is taken
or leaved

I am the choices I make
but I am not the choices I make
I am the transition to all things good and bad
a collander in the mix

I am the fruition of life and death
I am god on a holiday
I am a poor girl that has no family
but I have got the love of all of the families in the world

Its my choice
I am the ego
that will look above people
but I would be the one that people run to in order
to scrape off some advice

Life
I am
Death
I am
Choice
I am
or am I?