moments...those moments when you feel like your head is bigger than your body?
I have a bit of a headache and of course it is my nature to blame it on the weather.
I never use to be one to do that....to so quickly lay the blame on natures thang...but the older I get, the more that I feel affected. Maybe its just psychological.
I did some cleaning today around Jassen's house. I spent the majority of my time cleaning up the kitchen and straightening downstairs, as well as the bathroom and hallway and finally, what I am working on at the moment is Jassen's room.
I did a bit of moving around, just to get the "air" circulating and ease the tension that I feel that the room holds if things are left stagnant...So, I did my thing and that was that.
Last night, Jassen and I were talking about the prospect of traveling around Europe for our honeymoon, which would more than likely take place in 2008, a year or so after the wedding. Places that we want to go to definitely are France, Spain, Belgium, and Holland. More than likely we will have to raise some phat cash cuz we would want to go for something like 3 weeks. Things to consider would be some sort of train pass, as well as bussing around places, airfare or boatfare...insurances, food for money and places to stay. Im happy with the fact that euros are a bit pants compared to that of the £.
These are just thooughts, so we will see if any of this comes to fruition. Jassen and I really do want to do some traveling when we can. There is so much of the world to see....
Ive been working on a scrapbook, printing out pictures and adding some dialogues when need be and its really got me motivated about travel and experience.
There is so much to experience and Im about a quarter or so into my life...so much ahead...so much. Its exciting and pressuring, in a good way.
There are 4 more days until I head back to the states....and it just makes me so sad,...the fact that I will be away from Jassen...I dont like the feeling, but i know that we can be strong, when the time calls for it...Ive been known to cry every time we part and the people that are arounds us...you can feel their stares.., as though they have never seen some one cry in public...so many people conceal their emotions...its amazing.
Over and out.
x
3 comments:
Crying at the airport is so painful. But I know you guys will hold on, because from what I'm reading - marriage and a honeymoon!
Yea...its like you dont want to cry, but the more you hold it in, the more it comes flooding out of you.
Jen....that's a good travel plan you have. We too have something similar--within India, of course--but plans tend to remain on paper most of the times. Busyness--it's nerve wracking sometimes.
Crying at departure is not universal, but even if we don't wail, we do feel sad at times. Once I was leaving to Bombay for higher studies, and my parents, who'd come to see me off were silent, but a friend who was also there started wailing. It was kinda funny but touching too.
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