And so, I post...

since it's what i do.

Here I am, having been home just about 20 minutes, I relax in front of my mactop, sprawled out on my bed. Oh, I know Im spoiled, but I revel in it(if that is an appropriate word for the context in which I am trying to get across).

I feel bloated and overly caffeinated, too much for my own good and well being, but I feel the come down of it and now the tiredness sets in.

I am determined to keep myself preoccupied and busy unlike other times being apart from Jassen. I dont like it when i dwell and dwell and then dwell some more. Im better than that! Since coming back on the bus from Ohare Airport to drop off Jassen, Ive charged up my phone, ipod, ds, camera battery, and the likes as well as put all pictures amassed from over the past 2.5 weeks. There was in total about 300 pictures or so.

I then went to sleep, woke up around 3ish in the morning and then managed to go back to sleep about 4-5 hours or so. I then randomly woke up and come to find out, Jassen had just only been online for about 5 minutes, so good timing all around. I chatted with him throughout the day, organizing things, cleaning up the kitchen(dishes really), being informative to the phone fixer dude....then Karen came over, since Nicole and I were heading out to Pepe's Mexican restaurant to have some food later on.

We headed out, chilled, had a drink or two and then headed over to Karen's where I was inspired to help her clean up her room. We ended up taking somewhere along the lines of about,6+ hours to dust, vacuum, organize and make more feng shui friendly environment. I think we ended up accomplishing that, but now, her computer doesnt want to work properly, so thats a bit of a big bitch.

It was nice to hang out with Karen as well as make her living space a bit more breathable...yay for me!
But yea...i think Im starting to feel the effects of the mexican food now as well as the tiredness even more so.
I am going to be quite the busy little beaver, as I will be working 5 straight days, starting tomorrow.

I look forward to keeping myself busy, while making some money for the future, and loans, etc. and Im continually battling this weird sense of depression that is wanting to invade my every thought. Like I said, Im stronger than that, so I will try my best to stay in a positive frame of mind.*sighs*