Mmm...water.

A really nice lookin apple from the orchard, held by the one and only Jassen.;-p



Motivation is a funny creature.
I feel that for years, Ive been lacking somewhat in that department.

I am not saying that I don't have my moments, when there is adrenaline pumping and I accomplish things left and right.
I am just saying its been a while since motivation was really my middle name.

Maybe I am naturally lazy, a procrastibator. I want to change that about me. Maybe not entirely. I mean, I don't want to be a work-aholic, but something close and in balance with my life and how it is.

Jassen suggested that we should try to be a bit more hobby-centric, that is have more hobbies in our lives and not dwelling so much in negative(which i do like its a job and if i got paid for it, i would be soooo rich)

So, my challenges for the week are this:

No coffee for a week(on day 2 so far)
8 cups of water a day(on day 2 so far)
little sweets and candies
no pop, soda
more juices
watch what i eat
sleep 7+ hours a night
and try to incorporate pilates/stretching into my daily routine(starting tomorrow)

I am working 8 days in a row at Barnes(on day 2 today), so I will be pretty busy over the next week(working just about 50 hours in 8 day span of time). I am a bit depressed with Jassen not being here, but I am trying to be a positive as I can on my own accord. I should just respect the fact that Jassen makes me happy and that I can independently be happy on my own knowing this fact, but its a little bit hard.:-S I have my moments and bouts of confidence but those are hard to hold on to, which i attempt.

Alright. I am in need to straighten up my room a little and charge a few things up(ipod, puter, phonez, etc). And Im off!