I really should...

be heading to bed...

and I will, after I blog a little.

Today, I had a day off and this pattern of day on/day off will continue until the weekend and then I will be subjected to working 5 days in a row, then a break. And man, I look forward to the break, being as that will signal the arrival of Jassen in the US.

I am soooo beyond wanting to be in his company. I miss him and feel depressed cuz I know I am missing that big piece of my heart.....After all, he is a big part of it. That's not to say that I'm a sad sort all the time. I do like working cuz I get to be with people and interact and be positive...but still, I know....life without Jassen in it,...just wouldnt be right.

Lots to do.....lots to do.

I seemed as though I might have been coming down with something, as my throat was indicating this by turning into a sore throat. The strange thing about it was that it was only the left hand side of my throat that ached. The other side took no part. From this, I deduced that really it was my sinuses playing up a bit, and honestly, I should head into the doctors to get some sort of antibiotic to clear it out of my system. I think my attempts will be made on Wednesday.

My dad gave the advice for me to gargle with salt every 15-30 mins for a few hours. I did this three times in a matter of 2 hours....the pain started to subside, but then plateau-ed a bit...So, a few hours later, I started back with the salt gargling. And now, i do have to say, my throat barely hurts, but its still there....I'm on the road to BETTER health.:-p

I look forward to sleep. It helps to push the time, but often I think....why does sleeping feel like it takes no time at all? And sometimes being in the waking hours, just takes forever?That part makes me feel a bit leary...or something. I guess when it comes down to it....it's on the shoulders of a little thing called "perspective".

Alright. Night night!

x